Heart Broken

Feel sooo down..

Thought this is the one... But not...

End up heart broken again.....

Help me God to go through all this.......

Small Reunion

Today I went to my friend's wedding.. Dr. Azura n Encik Kamal... Congratulations to both of them... She was my classmate during primary school.. Kamal tu tak laaa... They met masa kat Uni kot... Imagine how long we've been friends... 20 years!! Jumpa pulak other old school buddies like Zain, Yussra, Allan, Shata, Rina n Amira... heehe... Apa lagi....Time for flashbackk!wuwu~!

The best part, Azura nie anak cikgu kat sekolah kitorang... Happened mak dia was my class teacher when I was in Standard 1... hehehe... She still remember my name!! Seriously I'm touched! ;-) We got a chance to meet some of the teachers...Cool~! Bayang kan..after darjah 6 n that was 15 years ago....huhu! sooooo kenangan terindah gitu!;-)

Everything was started in Facebook..Bila kitorang dapat jumpa kawan2 lama...Kitorang kumpulkan everybody in one group... Bleh share memories n thoughts so on... The first reunion was masa bulan puasa aritu... Tak semua dapat datang...Around 16 people itu pun termasuk spouse n bf/gf... Tapi still meriah... Siap bawak album gambar2 lama masa kitorang kecik2..huhu~! The wedding tu plak sort of like our 2nd gathering lar... hehhe... Can't wait to plan for bigger gathering with more people.. Ermm..maybe in January next year bila one of our members coming back for good after berkelana a few years in Ireland...;-)

-AFGANISME-

AFGANISME adalah panggilan untuk 'kipas susah mati' a.k.a die hard fans of AFGAN. Like SHEILAGANK for Sheila On 7, BALADEWA for DEWA 19, SLANKERS for SLANK etc.

Afgan nie sape? Penyanyi dari Afganistan? hehehe... Tidak... Penyanyi lelaki dari Indonesia yang sedang meletop-letop di sana... Saya suka suaranya yang sangat delicious n goreng pun sodapp! Umurnya baru 19tahun.. Lagu Terima Kasih Cinta makes him famous di Indonesia n now Malaysia.. But aku start suka ngan dia menerusi lagu Entah... I posted here sometimes ago... And also another song that I really love, Yang Kutahu Cinta Itu Indah feat Nagita Slavina.... R&B and Jazz is what he brings... Kalau suka this type of music, try to listen to Afgan..ok?

I just found out dari blog encik KlubbKidd yang Afgan is coming to KL next week! I have confirmed it with Ms.Jiggy the virtual friend of mine yang begitu arif dengan hal2 artis2 Indonesia nie... She said he'll be performing for the press first n then there will be 'meet the fan session' at Sg.Wang on 19th November 2008... Goshh! Cant wait to here the latest info... And definitely I'll be going! Afgaaaaaaaan!!!!

*Comel Afgan nie...Got dimple..hehehe..But love the voice more...;-) check out this website ---> http://www.afgan-wannab.com/

American Boy - Estelle feat. Kanye West

Kanye West:
Just another one champion sound
Me and Estelle about to get down
Who the hottest in the world right now.
Just touched down in London town.
Bet they give me a pound.
Tell them put the money in my hand right now.
Tell the promoter we need more seats,
We just sold out all the floor seats
Estelle:
Chorus
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy.

He said Hey Sister.
It's really really nice to meet ya.
I just met this 5 foot 7 guys who's just my type.
I like the way he's speaking His confidence is peaking.
Don't like his baggy jeans but I'ma like what's underneath it.
And no I aint been to MIA
I heard that Cali never rains and New York heart awaits.
First let's see the west end.
I'll show you to my bedroom.I'm like this American Boy. American Boy

Chorus
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy

Can we get away this weekend.
Take me to Broadway.
Let's go shopping baby then we'll go to a Café.
Let's go on the subway.Take me to your hood.
I neva been to Brooklyn and I'd like to see what's good.
Dress in all your fancy clothes.
Sneaker's looking Fresh to Def I'm lovin those Shell Toes.
Walkin that walk.
Talk that slick talk.
I'm likin this American Boy. American Boy.

Kanye West:
Who killin' 'em in the UK
Everybody gonna to say you K
Reluctantly because most of this press don't fuck me
Estelle once said to me
Cool down down don't act a fool now now
I always act a fool oww oww. Aint nothing new now now. He crazy, I know what ya thinkin
White Pino I know what you're drinkin
Rap singer
Chain Blinger
Holla at the next chick soon as you're blinkin
What's you're personaI got this American Brama
Am I shallow cuz all my clothes designer
Dressed smart like a London Bloke
Before he speak his suit bespoke
And you thought he was cute before
Look at this P Coat, Tell me he's broke
And I know you're not into all that
I heard your lyrics I feel your spirit
But I still talk that CAAASH
Cuz a lot wacks want to hear it
And I'm feelin like Mike at his Baddest
The Pips at they Gladys
And I know they love it
So to hell with all that rubbish

Estelle:
Would you be my love, my love.
Could be mine would you be my love my love, could be mine
Could you be my love, my love.
Would you be my American Boy. American Boy

Chorus
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy. American Boy

*Feeling a lil grooveyhh today..hehehe.. ;-)

Guess watches

Hari yang agak slow and bosan.... Dah laa I mengantuk.... Sampai asked my colleague utk buatkan air neslo..(Saya memang fail buat air neslo) Baru rasa okey sket... The bosses lak xde kat ofis... So? What do u think we are doing? hahaha!

Masa pun begitu lambat berlalu....... Cakap pasal masa.... I need to go and fix my watches... Skang nie my only watch yang berfungsi adalah my gold Guess that I bought masa Guess warehouse sale kat Parkroyal Hotel last year... Ada 2 lagi jam need to be fixed... Dah abis battery....

The other 2 watches yang dah kong tu pun Guess jugak... Satu tu, with rubber strap... That one I bought it masa early years in main campus... I think back in 2001 or 2002... I suka kerana tali dia yang colour turqoise where turqoise was my favourite colour at that time... The other one was a present from my mom during her trip to the States 3 years ago... The one with cuff strap yang masa tu sooo in and I was soooo proud to have it...hehhee...;-p Beli kat States harganya convert to RM baru 100 lebih je... If beli kat KL harganya dalam 300plus... So cheap eh? The first Guess that I bought harganya 200plus... The one yang I bought masa warehouse sale tu lak RM100plus je... Worth it lar... Coz at that time I was looking for a simple stainless steel watch n nampak formal...

I'm so into Guess watches.. Coz of the shape n style.... I like it.... Pernah gak try tengok brand lain tapi tak brape nak berkenan... Kalau yang Guess nie pun I hanya suka yang square shape.. round tak berkenan... Yang very in recently round shape yang ada bling2 tu... Maaf, not my taste...

Saje je browsing....hmm...cantek gak yang nieh...dah lama dah I perasan....ada macam2 color.. But I like the bronze one nie...

Right now I dont have any plan to buy a new watch.. Just nak betulkan yang lama tu je utk tukar battery.. But kalau ada orang nak bagi hadiah.....Hehehe... Best jugak kan? ;-)

Garden of Knowledge and Virtue

Its been a while since the last time i'm writing... Tapi ntah! Apa yang gue busy-kan yek? hahaha! ;-p

Anyway tajuk di atas saje je diletakkan..sebab tak tau nak letak title apa... Thats the motto of IIUM...the place where I studied before... Ada note book IIUM depan keyboard nie yang saje je I letak.. Just to remind me where I belong.. Huhu! Touching lak ayat...

Hemm..tiba-tiba got the idea to write about my memories n IIUM... Too many..But most of it I would like to erase it... Serious! For this 1 painful reason...*love*

What I remember about my years in IIUM (this one is main campus Gombak version.. Later will come up with Matric Centre's Version lak)

1. HS Cafe... Boleh lepak sampai ke malam kat situ....Aktiviti; Makan + Study + Jumpa Kengkawan (Bersosial) + Group discussion + Meeting + Dating...hehehe ;-p

2. Nasi Kandar Deen n Milo Ais-nya yang sangat hebat..

3. Campus Election ...Many memories.. But masa 1st year... I had a crush to one of the candidate... I curik poster dia n tampal kat bilik...hehe.. Abg R*** kebotakan mu menjadi pojaan hatiku! wuwu! ;-)

4. Library yang sejuk gilaaaa....

5. Jambatan yang menghubungkan Edu Building n HS building...Berjalan disitu pada waktu malam (jangan sorang2) and then berenti kat tengah2 bridge tu... Watch the lampu2 n pokok2... The nite scenery was soooo nice and soothed me... But do it dengan kengkawan dalam quantity yang ramai... Takut mendatangkan curiga sebab tempat tu gelap, lampu samar2 je...
-This is the place..imagine sendiri nite viewnya...-

6. Hafsa Cafe.... Makanan wajib - ikan keli goreng berlado....

7. Watching vcd sambil makan ice cream during the nite where I'm suppose to study for exam... The 'kecut perut' feeling n also at the same time try to act cool mcm semer benda dh baca n dok dalam kepala... hahaha! So gila!

8. Air shower yang sejuk gilaa...kalau nak mandi pepagi memang hazab laa... Mandi tengahari pun maintain sejuk niehh sampai menggigil2.... Kalau cuaca panas, pastu dapat mandi..Memang layan ahh!! Kitorang syak ada orang letak air batu tetiap hari kat dalam tangki air tu....;-p (Apakah?!)

9. Having Exam in main hall CAC... Sejuuuuukkkk!!! Sampai menggigil.....


10. Naik basikal malam2 utk pegi training silat ngan CikNir... Huhu!! Walaupun we only did it for 3 - 4 times only...Tak selalu pun.. (Sebabnya pinjam basikal orang)


11. Computer Lab - where I connecting myself to the internet world... Berebut pc toksah cakap ahh... Penuh manjang... (Dulu kat bilik blum ade wireless)


12. Beratur panjang + menunggu dalam kadar yang lama (kerana ramai orang) untuk beli nota fotostat kat fotostat shop in Business Centre... + kena baca carik kat dinding nota yg nak dibeli tu nombor berapa....tu yang buat lama tu.... semer smpai juling2 mata...


13. Clinic yang tak best... Membuatkan orang sakit bertambah sakit...


14. Switch lepak place masa final year... Dari HS Cafe to Galleria... Meja kecik dok himpit2... Dengan geng2 dari different course bz with our gerakan bawah tanah berdiskusi masalah dunia...huhu! ;-p

But, the most I remembered...Walaupun tak lama bersama dengannya....

15. Arwah Kak Lin...My beloved sister...her care n love... Having our lunch, dinner, maggi 2 minit, kejut bangun tido, tido berhimpit atas katil, basuhkan baju, masakkan maggi, kemaskan bilik aku yang sepah macam tongkang pecah.....I miss u a lot sis... *Al-Fatihah*

Hmmm....dats all I can recall.....Itu pun penat nak pikir...hmmm...banyak yang dh lupa or nak dilupakan... Another thing confuse n ter-mixed up the memories dengan during my time 'bekerja' di situ plak... hehehe... ;-) Itu citer lain lah!

Complicated..

He doesn't want to let me go

I'm not ready to let him go either

But one day we have to

No other choice

But not now..plzzz not now...

Though my heart is breaking...

I'm just not ready yet.......

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin

Selamat Datang Sayang (Hattan)
Selamat datang sayang

Berlabuh ke pangkuan

Pintu hati ku telah lama menunggu mu

Selamat tiba sayang

Dihari yang gemilang

Kau telah ringankan satu beban penantian

Bersama kebesaran hari yang indah

Datang mu bagai satu hadiah

Selamat datang sayang

Bersama sejahtera

Mengisi halaman yang terbiar kesunyian

Bersyukur menerima segalanya

Menadah dengan hati yang terbuka

Di hari indah ini tiada lagi sepi

Riang ku tak terperi

Melihat kau di sisi

Di hari mulia kau datang membawa

Sebuah kedamaian di singgahsana

Pintu hati ku terbuka memberi dan menerima

Akulah seadanya tiada pernah berbeza

Selamat datang sayang aku ucapkan

Bersyukur menerima segalanya

Menadah dengan hati yang terbuka

Di hari indah ini tiada lagi sepi

Riang ku tak terperi

Melihat kau di sisi

Di hari mulia kau datang membawa

Sebuah kedamaian di singgahsana

Pintu hati ku terbuka memberi dan menerima

Akulah seadanya tiada pernah berbeza

Selamat pulang sayang

Berlabuh ke pangkuan

Kau tiba meringankan satu beban penantian

Selamat datang sayang aku ucapkan

*My favourite recent Hari Raya song..Yang lama2 tu semer minat..=)

Dah 4 hari puasa

Sesudah 4 hari..Semalam dan kelmarin I went to Bazaar Ramadhan untuk membeli.. Dekat dengan umah tu ada 3 bazaar... Yang paling dekat dengan umah tu dekat ngan kedai atas.. Kat situ dah tak meriah sangat.. Sama je macam tahun lepas.. Bayangkan.. baru second day puasa n first time ke sana I dah bosan.. Juadahnya sama je... Hmm..tak tau nak explain cane.. Mungkin ikut selera masing2 laa...certain people dia bleh pegi kat bazaar tu hari2..

2nd bazaar yang I pegi, dekat dengan masjid kampung melayu.. Dekat situ banyak kuih2 dengan lauk pauk je.. and I tak berapa minat.. Lauk pauk untuk sahur okey lar beli kat situ..

The 3rd bazaar ialah dekat Bkt Indah.. Kat situ yang best! Variety of food.. I like! Air pun macam2 ada.. Ada 2-3 gerai yang jual air.. Air juice pun ada.. Macam dekat Melawati.. So now I tau mana I nak pegi everyday pasnie... Owwhh! cakap pasal Bazaar Ramadhan Taman Melawati.. Its a must visit bazaar.. Kalau keje kat Gombak dulu, hari-hari menyinggah.. But skang nie dah ke barat.. Kena tunggu weekend baru bleh pegi.. This weekend nak gi Bazaar Melawati laa..

Berbuka apa arini? Ada orang nak belanja Korean Buffet.. Yezza~! ;-)

MERDEKA!

Heh..Patutnya entry merdeka dulu kan? ;-) Tulaa...terhegeh-hegeh baru nak update...;-p (mengata diri sendiri..wuwu~!!) Tulah tu..tak merdeka lagi la tu...Suka menangguh2 kerja...Itu my habit yang I takleh buang since student years lagi.. hehe...;-)

Pagi-pagi 31st August I dah bangun untuk tengok parade kat TV..hehe..Sanggup tu menolak invitation Mr.Nenong utk pegi breakfast..Huhu~!! ;-p Like last year, I went to Dataran Merdeka to watch it live.. Semangat giler masa tu.. And by the way, that was my 1st time ever! ;-) Kembang je hati nie dapat jugak tengok live depan mata..Wah~!!

So, Kemerdekaan Malaysia tercinta dah masuk 51 tahun... Merdekakah kita? Fikir-fikirlah~!

Selamat Berpuasa

Selamat Berpuasa... Arini masuk 2nd day dah.. Alhamdulillah dah 2 malam dah I berterawih.. Huhu! ;-) Semoga dapat terus berterawih untuk hari-hari seterusnya..

Marilah bersama-sama mencari keberkatan Ramadhan... Marhaban Ya Ramadhan..

News For Today..

Wooohhh!!! baru tau kenapa semalam ade escorts kat LRT Masjid Jamek tu... Pak Lah naik LRT rupanyaaa..hehehe... Merasa laa naik LRT yek... Statement arini dalam paper, Pak Lah tak puas ati wit the service... Hehehe... Rakyat dah lama rasa... ;-) Peace!

U shud do this activity often la Pak Lah... The last time I remember Pak Lah buat spotcheck camni masa dia baru-baru naik jadi PM dulu, wat spotcheck kat immigration office kat PBD.. Pasnie Pak Lah try naik bas Rapid lak, pastu masa raya sok try balik Penang naik bas..hehe.. Cuba Try Test! ;-p

Slow day...

Today on the way to work by the LRT I tengok cuaca cam ala-ala suam-suam kuku...hmm... mendung je... Tetiba lak masa dah sampai kat Masjid Jamek tu I heard police sirens.. Neeenoooo! Neeenooo!! (Camtu ke bunyik dia? ehehe..)Skali nampak a troop of police cars n trafics park sederet depan LRT station.. Sambil tu kereta-kereta belakang kena bagi laluan kat diorang.. Imagine, its morning!! Depan tu ari-ari jem.. Makin jem laaa..wuwu!! The troop of police cars and trafics tu nampak macam escorts je..Tak tau laaa escort sape n nak ke mana.. The main point is.. Diorang dah menambahkan kesesakan KL pagi nieh n surely berbakul-bakul makian mereka dapat..hehe...

Hari nie I puasa.. So, bertambah slow laaa...Keje banyak nak buat sebenarnya.. Tapi disebabkan arini kecelaruan fikiran.. Makanya what I did was membaca blog!! Shhhh....don't tell my boss!! hahaha!! Anyway she is not around today!! Yahooooo.com! hehe..

Masa tengah blog hopping tu... I crossed to someone's blog..hehe.. Agak2lah!! He is related to Ms.LilyLulu..Her YKWYA sibling..hehe...[Dats how I leh tercross to his blog..] He didn't put any names n even his pictures pun dia cover muka dia.. Wuuu!;-) Very secretive! Cool! Setakat nie pun I never put my pix here in this blog..hehe.. Atleast ppl still can see how he looks like through the figure except the face.. Wahh! Seronok je membaca all of his entries sampai yang last year punya pun aku layan... hehehe.. Until I tercross to one picture of fettuccini marinara yang dia makan..Huwaaaa!!! Dah laa gue puasa niehhh!! Terus buat plan untuk arini... Balik kerja I'm going to KLCC to get the exact fettuccini marinara!!!! Tak kiraaaa!!!

Entah by Afgan

Kutahu, kau selingkuh
Kau duakan cintaku yang tulus
Kau tahu, diriku
Tak pernah berpaling dari dirimu
Tega nya kau dustai semua
Janji kita berdua
Entah masih kah ada cinta dihatiku
Untuk mu
Entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu..o...
Tak pernah ku bayangkan
Cerita kita berakhir begini
Tega nya kau dustai semua
Janji kita berdua
Entah masih kah ada cinta dihatiku
Untuk mu
Entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu..o...
Masih kah ada, o...
Cinta dihati ini
Dihati kecilku berharap kau masih bagian dari hidupku...
Entah masih kah ada cinta dihatiku
Untuk mu
Entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu..o...

*This song really touched my heart...Tetiba teringat kat orang itu...Rasa hurt badly.. Damn! Hmmm..Forget it! Life goes on! I'm happy now~Happy! ;-) But I love this song... Afgan bermuka cute tapi suara sangat manly!

Pesta Malam Indonesia 2

Atlaaast! Dapat gak pegi!! Wuwuwu~!!! Although I've planned it for soooo long... But I only confirmed it on the Saturday (16th Aug) morning... Hehehe..Tiket pun beli on the spot.. Heheh.. Yoyo-o je!!

Usually, anything yang I plan beria slalunya takkan terjadi seperti yg di plan..hehe..

I went to PMI2 with my JackJack..Semata2 kerana Sheila On 7.. Review bout the security..Sangat ketat n best lar.. Berjaga sket compared to previous year yang sangat huru-hara...

I enjoyed myself!! huhu! Sheila On 7 specially Duta was da bomb!! huhu! Duta's showmanship paling best n energetic compared to others... Band yang lelain, I like Samsons yang performed b4 SO7..And also Ungu..Pasha sangat comel bila dia gosok2 mata sebab gel dia cair masuk mate..hehehe.. Ermm..Peterpan was boring...sebab diorang banyak nyanyi lagu baru.. Tapi the last part masa diorang nyanyi lagu Mungkin Nanti tu cam touching la plak..Hehehe... Slank kuar last..But we all tak tunggu..Coz we know bila Slank je mesti riot..Before that pun dh huru-hara dengan gaduh2 diorang..Boring btul!

Anyway, enjoy the pictures..

-The Stage-

Energetic Bams of Samsons

-Dutaaaaa~!!!!-

-Duta lagiii...Luv ya~!!;-)-

Tonnes of work!

FRIDAY:

- I have to start teaching next week! I need to study the course and do some revision.. Gosh!!
- I went to Sogo during the Friday prayer break.. Bought Nana's wedding present..Sogo tengah sale yer kawan2~..heheh..
- My brother came back from college.. We went for dinner at The Castle Restaurant in Jalan Damai. My father managing the restaurant with his Iraqi partner. So, hehe..mintak saje ape nak makan..Free! ;-p Best!I dapat makan lamb..

SATURDAY:
- At the office! very hectic day..huwaa!!
- Tak sempat nak study on the new course that I have to teach next week!
- Highlight for today... I'll be meeting Mr. Nasi Lemak Monster after office hour..Yeay~!

Hectic day!

Hectic day for me..Need to complete some work..n also hectic day for Mr.Nasi Lemak Monster.. He even got no time to give me a call! Gosh! Kerinduan niehh! ;-p

And..

Starting today, I'm back to healthy lifestyle..Workout bebeh!Hehe..

Masak Lemak Cili Padi + Extra Cili Padi

Lepas my visit to KLCC I called Rina J asked her to joint me for dinner (berbuka puasa actually).. Sekali she said, dia tengah masak at K.Shima's... Huhu! Langkah kanan laa... Dah la lama gila tak lepak wit everyone.. There were K.Shima, K.Nora, Ryzal, Mira, Camillia, Fifi, Farah n Irfan (Spiderman!).. Puaslaa I kena gusti dengan si Irfan si budak kecik itu..huhu!

Mira makan masak lemak cili padi yang dah cukup pedas itu dengan extra cili padi lagih! gilak! (I memang kurang tahan pedas..hehe..) I, Farah n Fifi mencari kicap..heh!

Later, diorang bersiap utk ke Bora n I decided not to joint them. Juz go straight to home..

KLCC!

I wanna go to KLCC..Doing some errands..n then go for cuci mata...yeay~!!

Kebosanan!

Semalam I MC..huhu~!! Tetiba lak bleh jatuh sakit... The night before tuh flu menyerang.. I bersin sepanjang malam... Penat seh! Sampai susah nak tido.. Pepagi tu kepala dah sakit.. Hmm.. Memang confirm ahh tak gi keje...

Arini.. what a day! Boring gilaak!! Memang takde mood langsung nak buat keje.. Mr. Nasi Lemak Monster I pun very bz... Kesian I.. Heh..Bukan kesian dia...;-p

p/s: First time mention pasal Mr. Nasi Lemak Monster nieh! hehe.. What I can tell, between me n him the situation is very-very complicated.. Macam title status kat Friendster tu.. It's ComplicatedTM.

Mr. Batman vs The Joker

Last Sunday, sempat juge I pegi menonton Dark Knight.. I went with a fren yang sudi meneman dan membelanja saya...We went to watch it at Capsquare, a new shopping complex in town..

The best part tempat tu tak ramai orang.. n we love tempat yang tak ramai orang... Tak de orang terus pun lagi bagus! hehehe..

Overall my review, kehebatan lakonan Heath Ledger telah meng'overshadow' watak Batman played by Christian Bale.. Very the psycho ok! ;-) The best moment masa Batman merempit dengan motor dia.. I'm planning to watch it again.. Sebabnye got some part that I don't really get it.. heh.. Tapi tunggu dvd lah nanti.. ;-p

Idaduta n SO7

How did I get my nickname idaduta itu ialah kerana saya sangat adore the vocalist of Sheila On 7.. Akhdiyat Duta Modjo a.k.a Duta.. As u all can see lar.. Belah kanan tu I ade letak gambar diorang...huhu! ;-)

I love music, specially from Indonesia scene.. No offend ok! I tak support music tempatan ke ape.. Thats my taste.. Semua orang ade taste masing2 rite?!.. Hmm.. berbalik kepada cerita I dengan Sheila On 7 nie.. My luv for SO7 boleh dikatakan love at the first sight lar.. Masa tu I went to Tower Records di KL Plaza back in '99 kalo tak silap.. At dat time I'm stil ni Matric years di sebuah pusat matrikulasi di PJ.. 1st heard their songs kat listening booth yang ade kat Tower Records tu lar... Terus I jatuh cinta... 1st song yang I minat Anugerah Terindah Yang Pernah Kumiliki.. Not Dan for most of the people.. That song sounds soo good to me.. The lyrics n the melody best gile! Masa tu I terus beli kaset diorang.. (Tak mampu nak beli CD.. Heh! Belajar lagi masa tu..)

Bawak balik hostel, tunjuk kat kengkawan.. I punye lar excited dapat discover about the group.. Kawan2 I plak cam pelik je "ape hal laa budak nie.." I bagi diorang dengar the song.. Rupa2nya, one of my friend yang slalu dengar Era at that time said dia penah dengar lagu Dan kat Era.. N dia pun baru realize this is the band yang nyanyi lagu Dan tu.. Dia pun minat lagu Dan tu.. Masa tu I kureng dengar Era.. Most of the time dengar Hitzfm saje di bilik.. In about a few months lagu Dan meletup2 di radio.. Heheh.. Yang bestnye sort of jadi pelopor laa for new thing kat hostel time tu.. Pastu sorang..sorang my frens beli kaset SO7 tu.. haha! Officially kitorang bukak fan club kat hostel! haha!

Then, SO7 came out wit 2nd album.. Semua jadi sawan coz diorang nak datang n buat showcase kat KL Plaza.. But I only go for autograph session ngan diorang at Tower Records.. Huhu~! Dapat suruh Sakti sign kat the cover of their 1st album.. That was first time I sawan dekat any artist... hehe..

The best moment was when I won a ticket kat radio Red 104.9.. That was in my first year at main campus.. hehhe... Masa tu Red 104.9 lar my fave radio sebab KC Ismail ada.. Dia selalu mainkan new songs from Indonesia scene.. I dapat gi tengok 1st concert diorang kat Stadium Melawati Shah Alam...

Another best moment, masa diorang buat showcase kat Hard Rock Cafe KL.. Me n my friends siap plan tu pegi reramai... hehe.. There were 6 of us... Ayu, Zuzu, Emmy, Nira, my bf at that time n me... It was a blaasst! Penuh gile Hard Rock Cafe!

And the last time I saw them live was a few years back di One Utama New Wing.. Masa tu only Duta n Eross came.. Perform for pelancaran Fiesta Media Idola.. Haha! Pegi semata-mata nak tengok Duta...;-)

Lepas tu I started bz wit my work n life... Once diorang buat concert I cant go.. Adee je hal n things that need my attention membuatkan I takleh lari.. Memang sajee.. Boring!

Tetapi!!

Its a very2, extremely good news for me bila diumumkan SO7 akan datang n perform untuk MALAM PESTA INDONESIA 2 on 16th August 2008! Definitely I'm going!! Huwaahh!! Dah tua bangka pun mau lagi pi concert ka??? hehe..Mauu!!! I'm going for MPI2 juz for SO7! Apa2 aral yang bakal mendatang akan ku elak! hehe... Even my boss oso cant stop me! wuwu~!! ;-p

www.pestamalam.com.my

Dark Knight..

I wanna watch Dark Knight.. Just tak de kesempatan je lagi.. A bit bz with work n all... N tak tau lagi nak gi ngan sape..

Hmm.. Nak kena gi gak nie... huhu! Nak tengok the final appearance of my Heath Ledger.. ;-)

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Closed off from love I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

Ooooh...

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Oooh, oooh...

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

Hey, yeah!

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

*Masa first time dengar lagu nie terasa annoying dengan 'keep keep bleeding' yang berulang² itu.. Lama² dengar n menghayati lirik dia macam kena mengena plak dengan my life skang... hmm...terutama part yang di colour kan itu.. hehe...

Dah lama tak blog!

Lama dah tak blog... hmm...a bit bz balancing my life... wit the new job.. the new people... n also the new 'teman'.. hehe..;-)

What I can say is that.. I'm extremely happy! ;-)

Jalan Terus~!!! [New Chapter]

Hidup memang tak semudah
Waktu kita muda dulu
Panas dingin tak bisa diterka
Strategi hidup bertahan
Dari seleksi sang alam

Hidup memang tak seindah
Waktu kita muda dulu
Umur terindah pasti kan berlalu
Strategi hidup bertahan
Dari seleksi sang alam

Panas dingin tak bisa diterka
Panas dingin tak bisa diterka

Tapi apapun yang terjadi
Akan kujalani
Akan kuhadapi dengan segenap hati

Walau ku terluka
Memang ku terluka
Tak pernah ku lari dari semua ini

Belum waktunya kita berhenti
Jangan cepat puas kawan
Bekerja dan terus bekerja
Hingga saat kita tak berguna lagi

Maka apapun yang terjadi
Akan kujalani
Akan kuhadapi dengan segenap hati

Walau ku terluka
Memang ku terluka
Tak pernah ku lari dari semua ini

*Will be at New place, facing New environment and meeting New people...Everything NEW..Including a NEW LIFE! ;-) Wish me luck!

Marah n Sedih...I cried when listening to this song...

Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu (Repvblik)

Ku telah miliki
Rasa indahnya perihku
Rasa hancurnya harapku
Kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpiku
Hanya ada dalam anganku
Kulewati hidup

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

*Most Loyal Award?? What does that means? Ko perli aku ke ape? Be friends? U deleted me remember?? Me as ur no. 2 top friend?? I'm f***ing pissed!! Dammit! Lagu nie mmg utk ko...

Both of My Favourites Won!!!

FIRST!
Manchester United won the UEFA Champions League...Luv It!Luv It! ;-)

Glory!! Glory!!

My Legend Giggsy !! On his 759th appearance..

SECOND!
David Cook won the American Idol 7! Luv It!Luv It! Tooo!! ;-)

Archuleta was also good..But I like him more!;-)

Mungkinkah? [Love lagi?]

Seperti ada yang tak kena
Disaat melihat ke arahmu
Saat kau berpaling dan tersenyum
Dunia jadi luar biasa

Maafkan andainya ku mengganggu
Ku bukan membaca fikiranmu
Ku hanya ingin Mengenalimu
Dan tahu ku Menyukai kamu

Mungkinkah ku teman biasa
Seawalnya kita berjumpa
Mungkinkah kau tidak perasan
Perbezaannya.

Mungkin bila tiba saatnya
Kita akan tetap bersama
Mungkin kita kan jatuh cinta
Mungkinkah..?

*Like the lyrics...hmm..dlm keadaan skang niehh..feeling lebey laa kunun~! huhu!;-)

Hmm..Love kah?

"Oo..Sy suka cite 'love is cinta'.. Walaupun cite die merepek, tp sedih..Cinta mereka kekal sampai mati.."

"Indahnye kalau dpt cinta mcm tu.."

"Tp tak seme org dpt.."

"Sy rela brcinta dgn org yg dh mati, andai cintanya hanya utk sy sorang.. Andai setianya hanya utk sy sorg..sy sggup.."

"Asalkn dia tahu sy cintakn dia, dan sebaliknya..ckup la bg sy..Lgpun dia xkan curang..sy ckp mcm tu sbb sy xpenah jmpa cinta yg dilahirkn utk sy.. xpenah.."


*I just dun get it....Knp ek?Ati aku dh kering ke ape? Coz all these things sounds crap to me.. hmm...

LOVE? [Pilot Band - Sepanjang Hidupku]

Seriously I'm just not ready...Or its becoz of the guy?hmm... But I wanna be just like being described in this song...

Dengan dirimu kini ku bahagia
Tak henti kau berbagi canda tawa
Hilangkan gairah lelah hatiku
Hadirmu mengubah arti hidupku

Jadilah aku tawanan cintamu
Kuserahkan seluruhnya untukmu
Kupenuhi semua yang kau inginkan
Tiada yang penting selain dirimu

Sepanjang hidupku hanya ingin bersamamu
Di setiap waktu Di setiap waktu
Sepanjang hidupku tlah kurelakan dirimu
Tuk tinggalkan aku Tuk tinggalkan aku

Sejuk kasihmu sampai ke tulangku
Hingga detak jantungku kan berhenti
Senyum manismu sinari hatiku
Tulus setia cintaku hanya untukmu

Glory! Glory!

M.U won the Premier League title!

Had a great time yesterday watching the game M.U vs Wigan Athletics at NZ... Brought along 2 Chelse fans - JackJack n WanApluz.. Another 1 M.U fan, my brother.. 2 girls who don't bother.. JackJack's gf (or she's Chelsea too same as the bf..mengikut saje...) and Nora (can't see the screen clearly coz she forgot to bring her specs).. Ohh not forgetting Nora's man.. Penyokong Selangor sejati..(whut?!) n Blackburn Rovers (whut?!) Hahaha~!!

The best thing, my fave Ryan Giggs scored the 2nd goal...Wahhhh!! My Hero!!! hehe...

Another game to watch..21st May- Champions League.. Battle of blue n red..haha! Where to go?

Jalan di KL Jem..Benci!

JackJack tak call pun inform nak balik Melaka... Tiba-tiba jek tadi kul 5pm lebih dia call suruh datang Pudu amik dia.. ha?? Kat Pudu Jail ke ape? tak paham.. Rupanya, dia dapat bas untuk balik ke Melaka pukul 9pm.. So, dia ade a few hours to kill before 9pm.. n dia kata kalo I tak datang amek dia, dia terpaksalah sembang-sembang dengan Encek2 Bangla yang ramai di Puduraya itu.. Haha!

I asked him to use the LRT n come to Ampang.. Macam mana I nak pegi KL plak.. Dah laa jalan jammed... Nanti dia mengabiskan masa menunggu I sampai Pudu je.. Itu pun kat Ampang dah jammed.. Dia dah tension2 I tak sampai2 lagi.. Sudahnya, we only spent the time in the car jer.. Sambil bergurau senda, gelak-gelak, nyanyi-nyanyi...Sampai2 Puduraya elok-elok pukul 8pm.. ;-)

He wanted me to stay longer sampai dia naik bas.. Sambil tu nak lepak minum-minum.. Tapi, taulah keadaan Puduraya tu kalau datang dengan kereta.. Nak parking susah.. Tapi itu bukan sebab utama.. I memang takleh nak stay coz I have a meeting to attend at 9pm... I just dropped him n promised to fetch him once he arrived back in KL this Sunday...

Aaaa~!! Miss ma lil brother oredy! ;-p

Men n Friday Prayers..

Tadi got a new friend to chat wit..hehe.. a guy, 33 years old n tak tipu he is married... heh!

But 1 good part, bila citer pasal sembahyang Jumaat.. Hmm... he said, "Im not pious but sembahyang jumaat for me like sunday for the catholics" - untuk mengupas issue ini..(wahh! mcm forum perdana) I have the same thought about men n sembahyang Jumaat nie.. Nowadays, byk je yg lompong sana sini 5 daily prayers nyer (tak kiralaa laki ke pompuan).. But for me,to see something in a man.. the essential is the sembahyang Jumaat tu.. Like what my friend said, Better than nothing kan?! Kalo sembahyang Jumaat pun tak pegi... Seminggu sekali jerk pun... Lu pikir laa sendiri!(bak kate Nabil) Hmm...ni kira masing2 punya pendapat laaar... Paling bagus if complete semuanyaa la kan?.. 5 daily prayers, Friday prayers, Sunat prayers everything... ;-)

JackJack, Gf dia n I...Pt 4

Tadi kuar dengan JackJack n scandal lama dia Yanie... Macam biasa bila we all keluar he won't pick up the phone kalo gf dia call... Yang the girl nie call laa banyak kali... Dia wat bodoh jek.. I pulak naik rimas... At last gf dia antar msg berbunyi suspicious....I lak rasa bersalah...

Sudahnye I cakap kat dia:
"Takpe aaa lepas nie kita xyah kuar lagi aaa...Susahkan JackJack je nak kena menipu... Terpaksa men'jeopardize'kan ur relationship semata-mata nk keluar dengan kakak.."

Wahh! Ayat touching abess!..heheh..

Pastu dia kuar ayat bengang:
"Ek ellehh..lu ni kenapa? Asal lak lu cakap camni? Lu dh tak suka ke kuar dengan gua? Yang susah gua..bukan lu...Yang nk menjawab gua..bukan lu.. Rilek aaa...Gua tau ape gua buat.."

Pastu I cakap plak:
"Takde aa...karang korang gado, lu gak tension,muka macam *tut* jek...Gua pun rasa tak best..."

Dia balas dengan ayat yang menyenangkan hati:
"Kalo gua tension gado ngan dia, gua kuar dengan lu gua trus happy lar..gua tak pikir masalah gua lagi dah..kuar dengan lu confirm gua happy.."

;-) Hahaha!

Sebenarnya takde pape..just nk dia aware je..kadang-kadang kesian gak ngan the girl..Asik kena tipu jek... hemm....

Nonton Filem: LOVE

Hari Jumaat lepas I pegi menonton filem LOVE dengan AlangParuq.. Overall, filem CINTA lagi best sebenarnya.. Maybe sebab dari segi penceritaannya I dah dapat agak sebab ada banyak persamaan dengan filem CINTA... Cuma ia disusun untuk kesesuaian lifestyle orang Indonesia..

Untuk LOVE, watak yang paling I suka is watak Rama hasil lakonan mantap Fauzi Badilaa.. I like this guy since Tentang Dia lagi.. Mata dia, gesture dia, oohh..bisa buat gue gilak! haha! He is sooo good.. And watak dia dalam filem nie betul² hidup hasil lakonan mantap dia... To compare dengan watak yang sama dilakonkan oleh Pierre Andre untuk CINTA, he is much² better..

Untuk CINTA, watak yang paling I suka watak yang dilakonkan oleh Rashidi Ishak.. Lupa nama watak tu ape.. Hmm... Seorang lelaki yang sangat romantis n sayang gile kat wife dia tapi wife dia dh tak ada perasaan kat dia.. He makes me cry sampai basah² tudung I sebab tak prepare tissue!!

But honestly, if dvdnya keluar nanti.. I will still buy it.. ;-)

JackJack, Gf dia n I.. Part 3

At last I pegi gak... Ermm...Memula amik JackJack.. Memasuk kete trus jek hulur tangan nak salam.. He said bila the girl ada nanti kami perlu menjaga adab sopan..Chiss! Nak cover line..

The whole time masa on d way I banyak senyap... Sebab takut tersalah cakap n kantoi pape.. Nasib gak gi karaoke je.. The whole time menyanyi.. Nak borak pun no reason sebab suasana yang bising.. heh! The girl tak banyak nyanyi pun... Malu? Segan? Suara tak sedap? I dun bother! JackJack jerk laa yang sentap.. Minah tu kuar pegi toilet, dia bising kt I.. Huh! Dia kata that girl membosankan... I just dont bother....

After long session of karaoke, nak mencari tempat untuk mengisi perut.. I teringin sangat nak makan char kuey teow... Memula ingat nak ke Mali's.. Tapi bila ke Mali's nie kena layan diri.. Mesti kena beratur panjang.. Malas! End up ke NZ bawah.. Kenapa tak NZ atas? Sebab JackJack nak layan Shisha... I dah memikir²..Alamak..nak pegi makan...Mesti cari kawan niehh..Kalo tak mampus bosan aku.. I roger Reyna J n Nora.. Dedua hampehh sibuk berkepit ngan bf masing².. Hmm..Sudahnya mengadap jek laaa.. Nak sibukkan diri sms ngan Encik New Friend pun time tu lak kredit abes.. Nasib baik n nasib tak baik laa ada shisha.. Nasib baik, sbb ade benda nak dibualkan n nak dilayankan.. Iaitu shiha tu laa.. Nasib tak baik, sbb lambat gile nak tunggu shisha tu abis sampaikan JackJack macam nak terkeluar balik jek char kuey teow dia..

Satu benda paling nasib baik, my brother called asked me to joint the whole family dinner kat Kunang­­².. So, ade alasan nak blah early!!

Sebaik shj menghantar the girl.. JackJack memekak lagi.. "Eeeii..serius bosan.. Dh laa berapa lagu je dia nyanyi.. Yang lain kita.. Tak best gi karok ngan dia... Dia tak macam akak... Dia sangat membosankan.." Halooo!! Kutuk gf sendiri.. "Nyanyi lagu My Heart ngan dia tak best! Nyanyi ngan akak lagi best!Bla..bla..bla.." Lagi...Malas nak dengar.. I balas balik camnie je.."Lain kali kuar karaoke dengan dia jangan bawak kakak..The End!"

While waiting for the call from my brother untuk I bergerak ke Kunang² JackJack sounded macam mengharap yang I tak blah dulu.. Kalau boleh dia nak I stay dengan dia.. Dia nak ajak keluar balik.. (He even called his gf konon² nak cover line laa.. Bagitau yang dia dah sampai kat bilik.. Sedangkan I kat sebelah dia lagi nihh..) Tak boleh laa gitu.. I have to spend time with my family gak.. Tapi tak nak kecik kan ati dia I lepak la jap depan kolej dia n sembang²..

But rumusan untuk outing arini, I won't go out wit her again laa kot.. coz its too awkward.. Bila on d way balik tadi a few times terkeluar gak cerita² yang tak sepatutnya.. Specially bout my frens.. Supposely kitorang nie menunjukkan kat the girl yang kitorang jarang lepak sama.. Nie tak.. bila bercerita pasal kawan² I macam JackJack dah biasa jumpa diorang.. Heh! Memang pun.. Lagipun I tak reti nak berlakon laa.. Daripada I diam je pun nampak sangat I tak brape nak in dengan dia.. Lebih baik I cakap je apa yg I nak cakap... Antara dia paham ke tak or dia nak suspicious ke ape itu blakang crite.. But, JackJack berjuang untuk meng'cover' a few times.. Good job! Huhu!

JackJack, Gf dia n I.. Part 2

Tadi sesampai je JackJack dari T'ganu trus dia call.. Haha! Paling tahpape dia cakap,"Aaaa~!! Rindunyerrr rasa cam lamaaa gile tak jumpaa~!!" Hoh?! Dah kenapa? Baru semalam sblum bertolak ke T'ganu dah jumpa kot.. Heh! But actually I miss him too! ;-p

Pastu dia kate sok nak jumpa I.. Nak blanje I lunch.. n pastu nak pegi karaoke..(lagi?) Dia dah plan everything.. Sekali rupa-rupanya, JackJack nak I jumpa gf dia.. Hmm.. Tapi I rasa cam berat je ati nie nak pegi.. Honestly I takleh masuk sangat ngan dia... And JackJack knows it very well.. But he insists... I dunno what to do...

About AF 6: Huwaa~!! Cedih!

Alif terkeluar.. I dont expect him to go out.. Ingatkan either Toi or Stanly.. Hmm.. Cedih aa~!

Kita Hanya Merancang..

Friday nite JackJack ajak I keluar.. But my parents nak ajak dinner together plak.. Hampa jek suara dak kecik tu.. I janji dgn dia on Saturday.

Saturday pukul 2 baru kitorang kuar.. Mengejutkan dia tido punyalah susah.. Hmm.. kitorang takde exact plan pun.. Sudahnya ke karaoke.. Heh! Biaselaa..sawan~! We all lunch pun dh kul 3 lebih.. Bila ke karaoke, kena tunggu sejam lagi.. We only manage to go in at 6 o'clock..

Skali tu baru sejam menyanyi JackJack dapat fon call from his dad.. Dad dia nak dtg ambik bawak lik kampung diorang kat T'ganu.. Tension arr memula tu.. Tapi nak wat cane.. Terpaksa rush balik.. Rupanya parents dia dh try call dia dr awal lagi.. Tapi disebabkan dia cerdik pegi off hp dia.. Makanya jadilah rushing.. Dia memang camtu.. Bila dia kuar dengan I je kena off hp sbb takut kena 'friend find' dengan gf dia.. Masa on d way tu takut betul I marah kat dia.. Takde sebab pun nak marah.. I saje je wat muncung kat dia..eehe.. Before he left, beria nieh say sory plus hugs n muahh2 sgala..haha!;-)

I just knew bila dia sampai KL tadi.. Rupa-rupanya dia balik kampung sebab ada kematian.. Its about kes yang 3 orang lemas kat Air Terjun Sekayu tu.. 1 set of family yang jadi victim tu saudara terdekat dia..Innalillah...

JackJack, Gf dia n I..

Seperti yang diketahui, gf si JackJack is in KL.. Sebab dia kena amek subject kat sini, subject tu takde offer kat Kuantan.. Hmm.. Macam I bagitau.. I nak kena kurangkan activity kuar bersama JackJack.. But thats not really happen.. Macam kelmarin JackJack beria ajak kuar nie... Tu yang sampai ke karaoke tu..hmm..
Supposely JackJack ada 2 plan weekend nie.. First, kengkawan dia ajak dia n his gf gi Genting.. Siang2 dia dh ckp kat I dia taknak pegi.. Dengan reason utk follow abah n mama dia balik kampung ke Terengganu... Tapi, last2 diorang tak jadi balik.. I tot 1st plan menjadi laa... Dia stil tak nak gak pegi..hemm...
Instead tadi, dia inform I.. Esok gf dia nak balik umah ke Klang.. And he will be free during the weekend... Wahhh! Hmm.. I kate okla tu.. Bleh wat plan kuar ngan sesape... Maksud sesape tu scandal mandal dia yang berlambak tu laaa... Cheh! Tetiba majuk plak cakap I tanak kuar ngan dia.. Cepat terasa tul laa mamat kecik niehh... I dun mean dat... He said dat he want to spend the weekend wit me.. Haiyoo!!! ;-p

Tak Suka!

Aku paling suka pergi berjalan2 atau lepak2 dengan kengkawan reramai.. Tak kisahlah setakat jenjalan window shopping ke, tengok movie ke, just lepak2 makan ke or karaoke ke.. The more the merrier! Tak kisahlah semer pompuan ke, (tapi lagi best ade lelaki arr..hehe!) or dengan couple2 ke..Tapi satu paling aku tak suka bila keluar dengan org yang bercouple2 nie... (Tak kisahlah diorang nie memang girlfren boyfren atau pun diorang nie scandal jek..) Apabila diorang kuar dengan kita nie pastu macam tak respect kat kengkawan yg ada..

Actually selalunya bukan laa dedua.. Selalu yang kena kat aku yang pompuan nie buat hal.. Macam 1 kes nie, the boyfren tu kawan aku... This happened yesterday masa gi karaoke dengan Encik New Friend n rakan2... Gf si kawan nie, kita panggil Cik A la yek.. Dah laa Cik A nie melanggar peraturan pertama pegi karaoke.. Iaitu, pegi karaoke tapi takmo menyanyi.. Manade org gi karaoke tak menyanyi! Ngabiskan duit org yg blanje tu je kena bayar skali utk ko.. (sebab karaoke spot nie kira per head).. Pastu Cik A ni langsung taktau nak manis muka berjumpa dengan kengkawan bf ko nieh... Ok fine, ko pemalu... Wat eva! Tapi yang paling aku takleh blah... Melekat jek..Dari diorang sampai2.. Masuk lift aku try buat ramah say hi bagai..Dia tak ramah langsung... Terus pegang bf nieh mcm "Nie aku punyaa!! Jangan amek!!" Taknak lepas langsung bf dia nie.. peluuk manjang.. Tu yang I said tak respect kengkawan keliling nieh.. Kalau ko kuar berdua jek..Peluk laa sampai kecut buah pinggang bf ko tu.. Aku tak heran.. Nie ade orang lain kot! Memang dh kena mark ar Cik Minah A nie ngan aku.. Sampai aku balik aku bleh terlupa nak salam dia.. Seme org aku salam even her bf yg kat sebelah dia aku salam.. Tapi dia bleh aku xpasan! Serius tak pasan n tak sengaja!! Heh! Obvious sangat ke? Ermm.. Tak kot!;-p

The Movie LOVE

Tak berkesempatan lagi tengok citer nie.. I want to watch it badly.. I ajak JackJack tapi dia tak nak tengok.. Dia kata boring sebab sama je macam citer CINTA... Hemm..kena ajak orang lain ler...

Tadi dah berjaya memujuk orang lain..heheh..yeahh!! Perjanjiannya esok nak tengok ngan AlangParuq...Huhu!! Nasib baik dia nak...Itupun dengan bermacam2 condition.. Jangan beritau orang dia pegi tengok citer nie sebab takut reputation dia jatuh..(uwekk!!) n another one I kena janji dengan dia I tak leh nangeshh! Chehh!! Kalo dah nak terkeluar nak wat cane! huhu!

Can't wait!!! Yeahhh!! Sok tengok LOVE AlangParuq banjer!!

Karaoke

Skang nie sawan btul karaoke.. 2 hari berturut-turut tu.. Kelmarin dengan si JackJack.. Dari since dia balik KL mengajak berkaraoke... Atlast kelmarin dapat jugak.. hehe..Balik lepas jumpa Syikin menghantar brg2 my ex kat hotel diorang. Dia yang drove the car..I have no choice! Happy gile dak kecik tu.. Hmmm..Masa kitorang nyanyi lagu Khayalan by Ruffedge n V.E tu tetiba dedua tergelak.. Rasa cam terkena jek lagu tu kat kitorang..Tahpape!

Semalam Encik New Friend pulak mengajak berkaraoke ngan kengkawan dia..Heh..Ery bawak gf dia.. Heh! Start2 je Ery ngan Encik New Friend mesti nyanyi lagu Gelombang Cinta by Heavy Mechine tu... Ishh...Sedap gileee!! n I atlast dapat gak berduet ngan Encik New Friend lagu Baldu Biru.. Wahhh! Jiwang! Rasa nak tampar diri sendiri..heheh.. ;-) N then kitorang duet lagu Mungkinkah Terjadi Kump. Spider tu.. Lagu jiwang gak.. Mungkinkah Terjadi??? hehe..cam kena mengena gak jek.. ;-)

Hari malas nk jumpak orang..

Arini JackJack ajak keluar, Ery pun ajak gak... hmm..tapi maaf semua..

Harini hari malas saya.. sekian..

My Lazy Sunday...

Sebabkan tak cukup tido... Tengahari baru I bangun.. Semalam before sleep Encik New Friend called.. ;-)

Lepas tu, bermula operasi.. Operasi mengemas bilik I... Everything has to let go.. Ni tak habis lagi nie.. Sambung esok...

The Full Weekend~!! p2

Sok paginye around 10, I ada appointment dengan Eowyn kat KLCC.. I ajak Syikin sekali.. So that dia bleh jalan2 or shopping.. JackJack plak takleh nak follow sebab dia nak kena setelkan hal kolej dia.. JackJack just drop us at KLCC.. He drove my car to his college.. Lagipun parking fee mahal laa kat situ..

After selesai hal kat KLCC dengan Eowyn, Syikin n I went to Pavillion by cab... Kami pun berwindow shopping di Pavillion sambil bersembang2.. Bila lalu kat Red Box plus dia ajak berkaraoke.. Heh! Macam biasa, I ni memang hantu karaoke... But JackJack's gonna be really2 mad! Dah laa dari semalam dia memujuk nak pegi karaoke.. We had a great time melalak seperti orang gilak! heh!

Habis karaoke we all sambung jalan2 lagi.. Sambil tu I dok pikir cane nak balik.. Nak kena balik awal sket sebabnya I nak kena bawak Eowyn jumpa Dwan regarding her wedding.. Sekali, tengah jalan2 terserempak dengan Reyna J sama Eikin.. Memang best laa.. Bleh I tumpang Reyna J balik.. Heh! Syikin plak balik hotel by cab.. We all lepak kat umah Kak Shima.. Reyna J nak bertolak ke Terengganu semula on the same night.. We all dh nearly 3 weeks tak jumpa coz all the time she was in T'ganu..

Perjanjian dengan Dwan pukul 6.45pm... Dwan baru bangun tido.. JackJack pun masa I call tengah tido gak.. Sambil menunggu JackJack datang kitorang melepak sambil tengok Kak Shim n Uncle Fadhil bersihkan halaman rumah diorang yang bersepah dengan darah kucing diorang Siska yang keguguran.. Dwan nak jumpa kat Mali's.. Memang best laaa dh lama tak makan kat situ.. Reyna J n Mira pun nak ikut gak... The more the meriah laaaa kan?..Bestt!

JackJack sampai dengan berbaju t-shirt biru kaler team feveret dia Chelsea.. Dia nak tengok match Chelsea lwn Manchester United.. I M.U laa ofcoz! Jam dah tunjuk pukul 8.. JackJack dah tak senang duduk.. Match start around that time.. By the time Eowyn dengan Encik Kuda blah jek, kitorang pun gerak.. Macam biasa Sabtu malam adalah malam kami lepak tengok AF.. So, JackJack called Auntie Min n Fiq untuk ajak lepak skali.. Kami menuju ke Felda.. Kedai favourite Auntie tutup plak.. Tapi dapat gak JackJack tengok the match kat kedai sebelah n as ppl know Chelsea beat M.U 2-1.. Sedih sket I sebabnya this match menentukan nasib M.U utk stay on the top as league's champion.. Tapi dah kalah.. The chances dh menjadi kurang.. huhu!

Lepas match tu, kitorang sambung layan AF plak.. huhu! What a night... Anyway, JackJack dah cakap dari aritu lagi.. "Kita ada 2 ari nie je, Jumaat n Sabtu.. Ari Ahad D****e dah sampai..." That D****e refer to his girlfren.. Meaning, kami takleh nak melepak sesuka ati... I takleh nak sesuka ati ajak dia kuar.. bla..bla..blaa...Coz his girlfren will be around him all the time.. Boring! Tapi, 2 ari yg kami ada tu we fully used it n make it as our best time.. heh!

The Full Weekend~!! p1

Yeaaay~!! Hari Jumaat aritu JackJack balik KL after seminggu bercuti di rumahnya... Manyak lindu aa sama dia.. Walaupun memalam YM..Cheh! ;-p

Hari dia nak balik KL tu pepagi buta dia wat prank call kat I.. Siod tol! Sampai I letak tepon..Bengang ngan dia punya pasal.. Hmm..tawu takut.. Sesampai di KL dalam kul 3.00 ptg gitu dia trus jumpa I dulu.. Datang rumah n ajak lunch together.. ;-) So sweet of him...

On the same day, "bakal adik ipar tak jadi" I datang KL from Kuching.. Dia ada membawa ole-ole utk I iaitu sekotak ikan terubuk masin.. She asked me to pick it up sebab takut ikan tu busuk nanti... Sudah alang-alang bersama JackJack I bawak dia temankan I ke hotel tempat Syikin stay.. Sesampai di hotel, kami bersembang.. n budak kecik tu bleh landing kat katil sebelah terus tido dengan jayanya.. On night, we have plans to hang out.. Tapi I kena balik rumah dulu hantar ikan n amik baju untuk stay together wit her at the hotel...

Pukul 8 lebih I kuar umah n pick up JackJack.. Kitorang dinner dulu sambil tunggu Syikin yang keluar jumpa her friend kat Bangsar... Bila dia balik, kitorang siap2 n melepak bersama sampai kul 4am! We had the best time!! Huwaaa~!!! ;-)

Kawan lama..

3-4 ari lepas AlangParuq sms mintak nombor Wancha kat I... Wancha nie senior kitorang masa kat sekolah menengah dulu... Dia 1 sekolah dengan I dari sekolah rendah.. Membesar sama2 laa kononnya.. Tapi dr sekolah rendah maupun sekolah menengah tak penah bertegur sapa pun... huhu! Lepas I abis form 5 baru kitorang rapat.. Dia seorang senior yang agak lancang mulutnya.. suka cari gaduh ngan I.. Nama taman tempat I tinggal pun leh jadi benda gaduh.. Tapi dia laar jugak tempat I mengadu.. wuwu~!! He is a good listener n suka bagi nasihat kat I..

I dah lost contact ngan dia since dia start keje betul2...Tak main2..eheh.. Masa tu pun I sibuk dengan study n slalu takde kat Ampang... Penah terjumpa dia skali jek kat KLCC.. I ada gak tanya ngan AlangParuq pasal dia.. AlangParuq dengan megahnya berkata ade je jumpa dengan dia..Pastu dia siap kutuk2 watpe nk jumpa mamat tu aa..Takpayah..Wat abis karan je..huh! (I tau dia gurau je...) I pun terkejut gaklaa tetiba 3-4 ari lepas dia tanya phone number Wancha kat I.. I jumpa dia pun xpenah...

Selang sehari pastu, AlangParuq msg I lagi pukul 1am.."Wancha ade ngan aku nie..Nak jumpa dia meh laa cni.."- Mangkuk tingkat tul mamat nieh... Pukul 1am nak suruh I kuar umah.. Mau kena plangkung I ngan my dad.. Semalam dia call plak dlm kul 9pm,dia kata, "Jap..ada org nk ckp dgn ko.." Heheh.. I dapat cakap ngan Wancha!!! Chisss!!! Rindu gilak ngan mamat niehh... Terus I gi jumpa diorang... huhu! Atlast terubat gak rindu I kat dia... Dia dh put on weight laa skang...Dulu kurus seperti tiang bendera... heheh...

Wancha..Atlast after 5-6 years Ida dapat jumpa Wancha..Best!! Keep in touch trus pasni..Taknak terpisah lagi..Chewahh!;-p

Alfa - Wajah Seribu Erti

Ketiduran di dalam sepi,
Seraut wajah beribu erti,
Tak daya diriku berdiri,
menghalang dikau.. kembali...

Cinta harum semerbak mewangi
Terkulai membeku kini
Kepasrahan di dalam hiba
Kelemasan di dalam lara

Kenangan melalaikan diri
Bagai bermimpi
Menafikan dikau pergi
Pemergian abadi

Oh sayang dikau tetap dihati
Biarpun tiada di sisi
Semusim cinta bersama
Ku iringi doa..

Pergi iringan jari jemari
Tersusun membeku kini
Tersirat di dalam hati
Mengharap rahmat Illahi..

Lena sayang dikau beradu
Diiringi doa dan restu
Hari esok kian kelabu
menjemput dirimu

Kenangan melalaikan diri
Bagai bermimpi
Menafikan dikau pergi
Pemergian abadi

Oh sayang dikau tetap dihati
Biarpun tiada di sisi
Semusim cinta bersama
Ku iringi doa..

Tiada rindu tiada asmara
Hanya kenangan menggoda
Penghias hati duka
Penawar sengsara

Nostalgia lagu2 rock kapak

Bila pergi karaoke, favourite theme nya will be lagu2 lama.. Bila pergi karaoke dengan member2 lelaki (specially range umur sama dengan I) diorang mesti pilih lagu2 rock kapak..

Haritu, Ery n Encik New Friend ajak berkaraoke.. Baru laa I tau diorang nie memang hantu lagu2 rock kapak..Apalagi, memang layan habislaaa... Sampaikan lagu2 yg I dh tak ingat sangat jadi ingat balik! One of the song is Gelombang Cinta by Heavy Machine.. Man!! How can I forgot the manly voice of the singer! I should punish myself! Bila balik dari karaoke lagu tu still humming dalam kepala I..

Memandangkan tengah bosan tadi.. I pun surf kat youtube n terus teringat nak cari lagu Gelombang Cinta tu.. Heh! pastu keluarlah lagu2 yang macam2..huhu~!! Heaven Siod! (Ehh..teringat Heaven Studio tempat member2 I jamming dulu.. Penah laa join a few times..heh!)

Ohh! I hampir2 melonjak kegembiraan bila nampak lagu Hanya Keranamu by Mercury! Dah lama giler I nak dengar lagu tu.. Dulu bleh kira fan berat diorang aaa..hehehe.. Tapi dulu skolah lagi..nak beli album diorang pun tak mampu..huhu! Mercury!! I really adored the vocalist, Boy namanyaa... Handsome seehh! hehe..Penah skali I pegi tengok live band kat Shroom KLCC dia main kat sana.. Hehe..Masa tu dah besar tak excited mana laaa.. ;-p I love their songs specially Hanya Keranamu n Kamus Asmara.. Lagu Kamus Asmara nie lagi laa banyak nostalgia.. 'Percintaan' masa sekolah2 dulu..*wink*

Then lagu Wajah Seribu Erti by Alfa.. Huih!! Dengar lagu nie trus cam nak nangis!! What I remembered, I ingat starting dia jek.. But harini dah fulfill sebab dapat dengar balik the full song.. Wuwu!!

Another song, Taman Astakona by Slash.. Hehe.. Lagu nie lagi laa nostalgic sebab jadi theme song group we all masa sekolah menengah dulu... Selalu pas sekolah n specially ari Sabtu lepas ko-ku we all akan lepak kat sebuah taman permainan yang sangat strategic.. Dekat dengan Ampang Point n dekat dengan umah2 we all.. Huhu! Buat apa kat situ? Heh! Biase aar bebudak.. Taman tu sangat best.. n sempena lagu Taman Astakona tengah femes masa tu we all dengan sepakatnya bagi nama taman kitorang tu Taman Astakona.. Sampai skang pun bila kumpul balik geng lama n bukak balik citer lama, we still refer taman tu sebagai Astakona.. Hmm.. Tapi apa makna Astakona? Heh..sampai skang tak tawu! huhu!

Matta Band @ APM 2008

First time dengar lagu Ketahuan nie I terus suka...Masa tu lagu nie tak brape famous lagi kat M'sia.. Tapi kat office tiap2 ari I mainkan lagu nie kat my pc.. Sampai si G-han kerani kat opis I tu terus suka.. heh~! Bila lagu tu start famous kat sini, dia refer kat I balik bagitau lagu tu baru nak famous kat sini sedangkan dia dh dengar I pasang lagu tu kat pc I since a few months back.. hehe.. konon2 update abis laa pasal Indonesian scene.. ;-p Padahal tu jek laa 1 lagu Matta Band yang I tawu..huhu~!

Bila dapat tau Matta Band akan perform masa APM, tak sabar I nak tengok.. Sebabnya my way untuk minat seseorang artist tu ialah dari live performancenya.. Bila tengok Matta Band perform, trus makin minat kat diorang~!! Siap suruh Dato' Siti n Anuar Zain sing a long ngan diorang tu.. The song sememangnya really catchy n easy to remember.. hmm...

So, memandangkan udah menjadi peminat Matta Band skang.. Kenalaa wat sumthing.. ehhe.. Dalam mana2 band pun I minat vocalistnya.. hehe.. Sunu!! hmmm.. ada muka macam Ariel Peterpan sketlah.. But version yang lebih manis... Kalo Ariel tu seriuss.. huhu~!! I nak try dengar the rest of their songs... Bleh masuk kaa?hehe.. ;-)

Happy Birthday to Me...(*_*)

Yesterday was my birthday... No birthday cake,no tiup2 candles what so ever... During midnite, first call that I got was from adik2ku Ailana n Whooda...hehe... Siap nyanyi cam koir...chiss! At that time I was in an event.. Selamba badak jek ckp henpon sedangkan org tengah cakap kat depan..wuwu~!!

I tot JackJack will be the first one to sms.. Skali orang lain yang dulu... Dia lambat beberapa minit...wawa~!! Dah laa miss him coz a few days xjumpa.. He's bz wit his stuff n me too..

But the whole morning I've been accompanied by my 'new friend'... Dok bersms ngan dia sampai ke pagi..hehe...~Love is in the air~! haha...Nice having him around...

Petang baru I went out to meet JackJack... Celebrate birthday laa konon.. Coz dia dh promise to be around during my birthday...hehe..We went for karaoke session.. 1 hour jek..Sebab supposely malam I got appointment.. Tapi last2 cancel atas hasutan JackJack.. My 'new fren' cari I... Bila I bagitau kat karaoke, dia nk joint... But last-last tak jadi joint jugak.. Hampa... He asked me to come to his office instead... But I plak mcm malas, sbb kalo stakat lepak kat ofis jek watpe... At that time dh pukul 8 something... Skali JackJack came out wit a crazy plan... Gi Genting~!! hehe.. Kira, I celebrate my birthday kat sana laa dengan dia....

We all sampai atas around 9 something... Melepak, makan n minum at Old Town White Coffee... I ate my fave meal, Hor Fun n Hazelnut White Coffee. While JackJack makan mee curry n also Hazelnut.. Then, pukul 11 kitorang turun... Sampai kolej JackJack just on time... hehe...

Thanks Jack for the beautiful evening...Though 'new fren' tu tak dapat nak joint kan? Nanti kita wat lagi ek?..ehehe..;-p

Gym Class Heroes lah sangat....

What I did today? before all the cryings.. hemm...Lepak at Starbucks KLCC with Eowyn and Encik Kuda... Nak ajak JackJack, tapi entah kenapa dia sengal semacam arinie... Malas nak bising2... Konon2 nak ke gym..plan jadi lain lak..ngengade Eowyn nieh tau! Tomorrow morning definitely I'm going.... Despressed!! Baik workout..;-p

Big time Loser!!

I'm just a big time loser.. Today I cried soo hard after 4 months of struggles putting back myself up.. Now, I'm stumble again...

I cried once after 1 month of silence..When I saw his picture with the new girl... I cried so hard sampai mata aku bengkak gilerr.. I ran from the office.. Nasib baik JackJack n Eowyn ade...JackJack sanggup postpone his date wit his gf semata untuk be with me... He was there to comfort me.. Eowyn comfort me via phone while she was at work...

Now today, I cried again..Sampai ati dia.. Salah aku banyak sangat ke sampai langsung 1 kebaikan aku dia tak nampak? He left me without saying goodbye.. or even a word... just long silence until today...no phone calls, no return calls, no sms, nothing!!

When I got some info anything related to him aku jadi sedih balik.. How much time do I need to forget him completely? 8 years to build all the memories, I hope I don't need 8 years to fade everything away....

Friends, hold me tight...support me..always be there for me..I'm so weak now........

Bout AF6:Sentap ngan Riz

Wahh..sentap arini tengok diari AF.. Diari portrayed molot poaka si Riz.. Aiyoo! I sentap kat Riz lah plak..Btol la molot poaka mamat niehh... Tapi sore sedap.. chisss!!! Hopefully dia sampai final laa.. Jangan kena kuar sebab molot poaka dia sudaa... Hisshh dak nieh! Selamba jek sound si Mama Rina tuhh... Sentap orang tua tu... huhu! Riz kena rap minggu nieh..masak!

Tapi this week memang minggu menghalau Faisal laa... haha! Abes laa mamat tuu... kwang3!! Siap2 kemas beg ehh? eheh..

Kosong..

Kosong...Macam lagu Dewa tu...hemm...rasa kosong sangat...Tadi lepak kat bora ngan JackJack pun x layan gak...hermm...

JackJack dah abis exam...Sok kunun2 nak balik kampung Sabak Bernam jumpa mak angkat... Ari lusa programme debate dia start... I cakap nanti lama laa xjumpa JackJack... Dia tanya kenapa... I cakap laa sebab dia bz... Dia cakap mcm bz sangat...;-p

Stil rasa kosong skang nie....Nak kena buat something puaskan ati niehh... Think!

Watching AF wit My Fellow Friends

Semalam, like last week I dengan JackJack memang nak gi watch AF.. Dah jadi our must do programme in Saturday night.. Last week Auntie Min, Reyna J and Fiq joint us kat Eramaju... Sepatutnya we all yang joint them.. But it suppose to be kat kedai mamak kerusi kuning, tapi kedai mamak tu nk bukak EPL.. The week before at Nora's' house.. This week we planned.. Reyna J sms me around 7.30pm tanya tengok kat ner.. We all memang nak tengok kat Eramaju pun walaupun ber2... Reyna J cakap diorang nak pegi situ gak.. Then joint by Dwan n her friends.. But, no one yang dapat tengok AF full from the beginning...Last time lambat.. Macam semalam plak Eramaju bukak EPL, Arsenal vs Liverpool... We have to wait until habis game baru we all leh tukar.. Yes, we all tukar sendiri, siap sorok remote kedai tu ok!

Kitorang hanya sempat tengok start dari Naim... So, Stacy, Faisal, Nadia, Alif, Lufya - kitorang terlepas.. My most awaited was Nubhan lar... Auntie, Fiq n Reyna also like Nubhan.. JackJack suka Lufya.. But terlepas tengok Lufya's performance.. My guess was right.. Nubhan screwed the song.. English song confirm ahh...heheh.. But I like his style mlm tu.. Dah kurang sket boyish/nerdy look dia tu.. But he still comel! I like Riz's performance too.. Riz tu no doubt lah! As I said, I want him to be in the final..

Stanly,he is a tenor... Dia mana leh nyanyi lagu rock.. I rest my case! heh! Saida, biasa je... Naim kesian aaa...hehe.. Toi biase je.. Skali dengar suara dia sebijik Mael XPDC.. And about Rina, dah expect dah mesti boom punya nyanyi lagu Enter Sandman... I didn't watch yet Stacy, Faisal n Lufya's performance.. Tapi I sempat tengok Lufya's baju masa recap semalam.. Mak aii! Burok giler baju dia.. JackJack pun cakap baju dia tak lawo.. I sempat tengok Alif and Nadia perform masa ulangan petang tadi.. I like! I like! Alif tu previous weeks dia nervous sangat kot. Ni rasanya dia dah dapat sesuaikan diri.. Hopefully next week much better ya.. Nadia plak, no need to say much.. I want her to be in the final oso!

End-up Naim n Lufya kena tarik bag... I dah cakap dh ngan JackJack that Lufya is gonna be out.. Dia tak caye! heh! But all of us expect kalo lelaki it should be Faisal to go out..Skali Naim daa... Naim ni ade character n he is funny.. He shud stay much longer.. I called Binky to inform Naim terkeluar.. Sebabnya Naim ni anak sedara si Amar ex Binky yang telah memenangi RM 2,500 minggu lepas for pertandingan sms AF tu.. AC Mizal sebut nama dia tuu...haha!

Habis watch AF Reyna J ke Bora, Auntie n Fiq nak jumpa orang kat somewhere.. Both of us memang nak balik laa.. But Auntie mengajak tido umah dia.. But I can't... If nak overnite nie kena plan awal-awal.. Next time lar Auntie yek... Heh! But sesampai di kolej JackJack, both of us cam biasa, mmg kalo leh dedua xmo balik.. JackJack kate, "Boring laa dok bilik sensorang.. If kita nak kuar balik ni we stil got time.." Cheh! Cannot...Next time larr... ;-p

Every Thursday is our movie day...

JackJack semenjak demam exam nie meroyan jek..hehe..Nak exam lagi mau merayap2...

Skang I dah makin alert dengan movie2 terkini..hahah! Khamis last week, we went to watch 27 Dresses...Bagaimana ia bleh terjadi? The night beforenya kami tengah melepak depan tv, kluar iklan 27 Dresses...Terus terpengaruh dengan iklan tu... Sama2 jerit nak tengok...hehehe.. Citer dia, alalaaa...sangat sweet ok... Like other romantic comedy larr..yang bleh makes u smile while u walk out of the panggung... ;-) One thing I realize girl yang berlakon jadi adik si Katherine Heigl, Malin Akerman tu yang berlakon dlm The Heartbreak Kid... Tapi dlm citer ni dia lagi lawa dari dalam The Heartbreak Kid... heheh.. Itu aje....

Kelmarin lak we went to watch Evolusi KL Drift...Most awaited laaaa utk si JackJack.. Jadi I pun skali... hahaha! I jarang nak watch citer Malaysia kat panggung..(biasalaa typical M'sian..hehe..) Tapi citer nie mcm menarik minat I sbb nak tengok keupayaan our producer... Macam Impak Maksima, tengok The Making je dah potong stim nak gi panggung.. Sebabnye pakai CGI.. Skang kat M'sia ni kan memang tengah gile dengan drift2 nie seme.. Jadi most awaited sebab drift nyer tuu laa...Buat orang gila drift cam JackJack movie nie sangat laa sesuai... Overall buat I, the stunt n the style bleh bagi 4/5 laaa... Not bad kalo nak compare dengan Fast n Furious ke...hehehe.. Kira proud gak laa our production manage to do it.. But untuk jalan cerita just 2/5.. Selalunya antagonist character akan dibenci kan? Tapi I sukaaa!! Protagonist character lak I nyampah..ehehe... I suka lakonan Aaron Aziz n Iqram Dinzly.. N Farid Kamil he is soooo fine!! hahaa! I ingin mengusulkan kepada Shamsul Yusof, xyah la belakon...Jadi pengarah je k? ehehhe...

We are planning to watch it again..(seriuss???) Yess... we are serius... hehehe... Rasa tak puas tengok the action...Aritu pun dapat seat yang tak brape bestt... This time we are trying to get good seats...Sokonglah movie tempatan....hehe..

All about my ex's family..

I got an sms from Syikin (my bakal adik ipar tak jadi) saying that she's in town for some meeting.. Staying at Concorde Shah Alam n She really wants to see me...

I asked for advice from my fellow frens wether shud I n meet her or not... They said why not.. Sebabnya my situation quite difficult to predict.. Sort of like, xjumpa salah n jumpa also salah.. Kalau I taknak jumpa nampak macam I dun want to be frens with her anymore, sedangkan I dengan dia memang tade masalah... Kalau jumpa pulak I takut I can't control my emotions jer..
I told JackJack about it... N I told him I want him to accompany me if I decided to meet her..

After JackJack's exam, we went out to have some dinner at one of our favourite spot, Uncle Keong's Yong Tow Foo in Uptown Damansara.. Not only 2 of us, as ppl say the more the merrier... We managed to drag along Farah n Nonie.. Farah is one of JackJack's fave girl/scandal.

So we met... we chatted on the bed while those three kids watching some movie on the tv.. I asked wether her brother knew about our meeting.. She said yes... Lebih kurang banyak mengumpat about his beloved brother jugaklah... Asking about the family n her love life..Oohh! one shocking news that I got from her, her parents didn't knew up until that moment that we already broke up.. huhu! I like his family.. All of them.. Specially from his mom's side.. I already met the most of them.. They treated me good n they really make me felt that I'm already part of the family... But itu dulu! hehe.. Me n Syikin spent around two hours lepak together in the room until her boyfriend came to pick her up for supper..

But the story after the meeting is more interesting.. She told her mother that I went to see her.. N her mother asked wether I came with her brother or I was alone.. N that was when she has to brake the news.. She said that her parents quite upset about it and demand to see me when they come to KL next month..

Hmm... Why do I need to deal with this situation?Sarat laa kepala macam nie... I'm so disturbed about it until I came to see my mom n asked for her advice...She said, "Buat apa nak jumpa? Bukan ada apa2 dah!"--> Thanks mom! I will follow ur advice...

Tetiba arini jadi movie day

Bangun pukul 11.30am.. Dibangunkan oleh reminder JackJack nak exam kul 12pm.. Saje call n wish good luck... Then, siap2 trus ke Ampang Point.. Nak ke bank sebenarnya.. Then jumpa dengan gang2 yang lain...

Lepas setel je hal kat bank, me and Ammie trus chow..Malas nak lepak ngan yang lain...n malas nak dengar masalah2 berbangkit... We all pegi window shopping n Ammie bershopping sakan sebab dia nak pindah rumah kat Shah Alam cukup bulan nie... Masa tengah shopping I dapat call from Nora. Dia ajak joint dia kat MidValley... But I tak confirm lagi sbb tengah window shopping kat Ampang Point.. Lepas shopping we all lunch kat Mc D.. Sambil2 menyembang dengan Ammie suddenly I dapat msg from JackJack mengajak I lunch... Apo kono budak nieh? Kate during exam tak nak diganggu....

Habis makan, we all terus gerak.. Di sebabkan nak ke area Gombak, I pun decide nak antar Ammie trus ke umah dia di Sentul.. Lepas antar Ammie, I call JackJack konon2 nak amik dia lar.. Skali dia tengah bz menampal sticker Stoner kat motor dia... Then, plan changed to after Maghrib... So, I trus pegi jumpa Nora lar... Plan we all changed to NZ after Nora antar lunch kat Amirul... After eating, tak tawu nak kemana, I follow Nora balik umah sambil2 tunggu nak dinner dengan JackJack after Maghrib...

Rupa2nya Amoy pun xkeje... So, melayan laa kami tiga orang.. menyembang n menonton channel E! melayan Kimora... Tengah melepak2 tu, dapat msg dari JackJack... Mengajak tengok wayang plak... Hmmm...bila exam fever nieh meroyan dia lain macam laaa.... Ikutkan aje... So, plan dah dipercepatkan... By 7pm sharp dia nak I sampai... Ngengade!

Sesampai je di college, dia dh tunggu... Trus nak duduk kat sit driver...Nak drive la tuh... I cakap, nie kalau nak drive nie mesti dah tawu mana nak gi... Ehehe...Btol la tu... He wants to go to OU... I tot Cineleisure... Dia kata, kalo kat OU bleh karaoke n also bleh main Daytona... Sukati ko laaa dik! huhu!

We all nak nonton nie xde guide pun nak tengok citer ape...Dah lama tak beria ria tengok wayang nieh... Last movie I watched was Dunia Baru The Movie.. Tu pun kena paksa dengan JackJack n I paksa dia blanje...hehhee.. So, we decided to watch Jack Black's new movie Be Kind Rewind... If dari Jack Black confirm kelakar punya.... Lepas beli tiket we all bermasalah nak cari tempat makan plak... Tengok wayang kat GSC, makan plak kat Pizza Hut... GSC kat new wing, Pizza Hut kat old wing... Tak ke macam merentas desa je rasa... Sampai panggung kitorang mengah n berpeluh2...hahaha!

Citer tu sangat best!!! I gelak memang laa tak cover ok! Sampaikan masa on d way balik tu pun bleh layan gelak lagi sebabkan teringat 1 scene dlm citer tu... Seriously recommended to watch... Atleast release laaa kemeroyanan si JackJack tu... ;-p

Nasib baik kakaknye suke.....

My Sunday dikejutkan oleh sms dr JackJack... Dia mengajak kuar gi potong rambut dia... Kul 12 dpt sms, pukul 2pm baru gi jumpa dia.. heh! I yang bising kat dia suruh potong rambut sbbnye nak masuk hall exam nanti.. Lagipun blakang memang dh panjang sangat.. Semalamnya pun masa lepak2 tengok AF I dok mencari uban kat kepala dia n kemudian menggayakan rambut dia...

So, we went to salon yang biase tu arr.. Tapi, ramai seh orang.. Kerusi ade 1 je kosong... Yang free nyonya owner kedai tu je.. Nampak x convincing enuf.. Sudahnye, sideburn JackJack telah ditebasnye... JackJack muka dah xcover.. Dia dh ckp kat I dia nk tinggalkan sideburn tu n nak trim blakang jek..Skali habis daaa... But actually camtulaa yg I nk dia buat kat rambut dia.. ehehhe... I yg berjaya! Saje melayankan bengang dia ckp xnak jalan ngan dia, rambut dia dh xcantek...huhu! I said I like his hair... Dia kate xpela if I suka... Tenang sket ati dia...;-p

Then kami mengisi pewut yang kelaparan di Niara... Memula ingat nak joint Nora.. Tapi misi gagal sebab malas nak ke area Setiawangsa.. N JackJack kena balik cepat untuk study... Mcm biase, our meal... Nasi Putih, Tomyan ChiangMai, Telur Bistik and extra I ordered Kailan Ikan Masin n Sotong Goreng Tepung... Layankan ajek! heh!

Demam AF dah mulaaa~!!!

Akademi Fantasiaaaa~!!! huhu! Demam ke??? Tak sangat kot... What I lurve about AF is, itu la time I can talk n berdebat with my mom, my dad n my siblings.. hehee..We can share n also we can fight about AF... But for the first concert I watched it at Nora's crib with JackJack n Mirul... Sebabnye JackJack nak tengok gak...(Ohh! Pasal I told him muka si Lufya tu macam muka Anne... Ntah2 sedara...Sebab sesama org JB..)Memula nk lepak kat kedai jek..Tapi, Nora ada..So, we all melepak kat umah dia..Bleh baring2...golek2..ehehe...

For this first concert..I like Riz, Nadia, Stanly n Stacy... They performed better than the others laar... Honestly I'm putting my faith on most of the guys lar.. Sounds corny..Tapi, some of them nanti lelama will stand out also..Biase arr, first concert... But stil this concert is far much better than AF5 punya 1st concert... Lagi sucks I rasa...

Errmmm...Pelajar girls yang lain I can't remember sangat lah! Lelaki yer laaa...hehhee...Biase arr pompuan... Alif kindda cute... Tapi bolehkah dia survive? The same with Nubhan...He has a nice tone...Next week I wanna see more on them.... For girls, I just hate si Ika budus tu kerana mencari mati nak nyanyi lagu Umbrella... Bila ditanya kenapa pilih lagu tu, sbb suka...Bengong giler! And also about Kakak Siti, Saida tu... I rasa pengkritik macam byk cover... She performed badly n diorang cakap bebaik/berlapik je... Takut Siti marah ke? Kee sbb dengan yang tua-tua nie kena jaga feeling sket, dengan bebudak balun je? Terutama Ajai.. Dah tak tau nak cakap apa bleh cakap,"Muka u lain dr Siti ek?" Tahpape!

Ohh!!! I'm a bit pissed masa tengok Radar AF smlm.. Nyampah laaa komplot2 nie! Kutuk Riz kaw2 punya! Seme benda dia buat nak jadikan issue..Dia lentok kat Stanly, dia tengok2 cincin ngan Alif, wtf?!! Kalo yer pun crew2 AF nie bengang ngan dia, agak2 arr..Jaga sket ati family dia... Nway, I do like Riz for his talent.. N I hope he will stay until Final.. I dun like Faisal... Konon2 nak pakai strategi Mawi la tu... Yeahh right! Dia poyo! I start tak suka kat dia masa dia sound Riz tu...Mamat nieh serius poyo!!

About AC...dia buat lawak tingtong dia dlm AC Disini ke AF... Heh! Mirul sampai ajak kitorang gi Dewan Sivik nak pegi bagi backhand kat AC... Jangan pasni dia bawak Cik Mat Poi dia masuk AF sudaa! ;-p

Exam fever starts...

My JackJack sedang menghadapi final exam fever... Tapi~!! tetapi....socializing masih diteruskan... hmmm...how can i say no...hehhe...

Hmm...Tapi dalam pada tu dia kena bar for 1 subject.. Its not an easy situation for him n even not for me... Mane taknye he scored good marks for that subject... And he really put high hopes so that dia bleh majoring secepat mungkin.. Sebabnya, tak datang kelas... but he scored gud marks.. hmm... salah sendiri tapinya... ntahlaaa..I marah gak kat dia... I told him what I did is becoz I love him.. dia try merayu with his lecturer n even his dean untuk sit in the final exam..But they won't give it... He is so dissapointed..

Untuk mengubati sedih dia, the next day I paksa dia keluar... He spent the whole day from yesterday tido jek without eating or doing anything else.. We went to Carrefour, mkn kat KFC n then I bought some baby present for my fren Liyana who has delivered a baby recently... So, I brought him to PJ visiting Liyana... Hehehe...Husband Liyana pun cakap muka dia mcm Duta! Damn!ehehe...

After that Nora sms me ajak pegi dinner together..N nak kenalkan Amirul her new bf... We went to her house n then we dine at this new place call Kak Tim's yang menjual masakan Johor.. Untuk lidah kami orang2 Johor nieh! ehehhe.. But its not that good.. I ordered Mee Bandung n Air Bandung Soda.. Aiyaaa....Lain!!! Tak best! JackJack ordered Tauhu Bakar n also Air Bandung Soda.. The same! Tak best! Nora ate Nasi Ambang...Pun nampak xbest..ehehhe..

After meeting Nora, Reyna J asked where were I and asked to joint her at Bora.. As always JackJack xpenah menolak kalau ke sana... We arrived earlier dari mereka2 itu... Only two of us melepak di hut sambil luahan perasaan... Best moment! I'm happy coz I manage to make him gain back his strength... Happy dapat tengok dia smile again.. ;-)

One thing yang we talked about was about his gf, Dianne n frenster... Dianne dah ada frenster.. n now I dah xboleh sebebasnya write testimonial or msg to JackJack... What I did, I changed my setting... Only frens can view me...I told him that I dun want to add her as friend n if she add me, I will not approve... It simply becoz nanti I will feel xbest.. All our pictures in my page nanti akan buat byk benda kantoi.. hmmm... Xnak laaaa... What did JackJack say? "Alaaaa...Janganla camnie!!! JackJack sayang dedua!!" Hoho! Like hearing that! But I just can't! Sory!

Too Early?

This is gonna be my last entry for Mr.Early... I have decided.. I will not reply his sms n I will not pick up his calls.. Thats it! Nak disconnect just like dat! Something happened between us.. n I will definitely could'nt look at his face (if we meet).. I just can't! That's it! END OF THE STORY...

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu - Aizat

Ku cuba redakan relung hati,
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi,
Terlukis di dalam kenangan,
Bebas bermain di hatiku….

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku….

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh…
Aku cinta oooooooo…

*My Gawd! Lagu nieh best giler! 1st time I dengar dah trus suka n terngiang-ngiang kat telinga I... Specially the 1st two line yg warna merah tu...dammit! I lurve it!! Thanx to MissKatak for putting this song kat frenster page die....I tengah dengar buat kali ke 900!ulang dan ulang dan ulang lagi......

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?

Ingat tak I ada bagitau pasal Mr.Early aritu?? Hmmm...dh beberapa ari dia xmsg or call...I dun care pun...Dia nk call ke tanak call..Macam haritu dia saje nak test I..Tak sms I sehari suntuk n buat tatau when I sms dia... Sebab katanye nak tengok how much I care pasal dia... Tapi dia dissapointed sbb I tak respond pun.. Sebab apa I tak respond, sbb I malas nk kisah sangat pasal hal lelaki skang nie.. Like I told u b4, I takde feel lagi nak ade relationship..

I'm happy sebab I ada kengkawan I n I ada my family yang care.. Specially seme org tau 'kembar' I skang, JackJack.. Sampaikan when he didn't picked up calls from his gf, n gf dia cari dia thru kengkawan dia, kawan dia dh tau nk call or sms I untuk cari dia... Syi2 penah ckp yang he is my JackJack 'CHAN' not JackJack 'KUN'.. Itu referrence in Japan language.. 'CHAN' means kekasih laa...while 'KUN' means friend.. I dun refer him as 'CHAN' sebab dia bukan my kekasih.. But I do love n care about him as a brother... Same as him.. I know...Ape benda yg konon2 dia jeles yg I story aritu pun its just gurau adik-beradik..Or mayb kalo btul pun sbb dia takut kalau2 I will lupa kat dia once I ada bf... No I will not! Ayat penegasan yek... Kalau org tengok kemesraan we all ppl will think the other way around.. Tapi kitorg dua jek yang tau cane perasaan kitorg kat each other n how we really care n xsanggup tgk salah sorang sedih...

Tapi kan.. Tadi agak happy campur terkejut.. Crush lame call! huhu! Yang mase skolah punya... hmm... Mr. S laaa....Bukan nama sebenar..;-p Dulu, dia penah suka kat I... Tapi, disebabkan masa skolah dulu I ala-ala tomboy sket.. I rejek dia mentah2..Siap cam nak gado lagi tuhh! Garang tuu! Kitorg mmg xjadi kapel laaa... Smpai I dpt masuk Uni dia nk try lagi... Masa we all reunion, I dtg bwk balak plak...Hancur laa hati member... Nampak giler kot mase tu.. Kengkawan seme perasan... Sudahnya, setelah single kembali nie baru 1st time dia call... Mcm best jek.. hehee...Cam biasa... Just wait n see k?