Something is Bugging Me... I'm Not Excited At All...

Since this morning he's being a lil bit moody.. Kesan daripada 'drama' semalam la kot... Ermm.. time akak ko nie nak berjalan jauh, time tu laa dtg mood tak baik ko... Come on! U always there n give me strength... U r always light up my day.. Tapi arini takk... :-(


-"Sok kul 12.30 Encik Kuda antar kitorang kat KL Sentral. JackJack xnak antar kakak?"
-"Leh gak..kt sntral leh la.." ---> mcm xsemangat jek jwb


-"Cnfirm adik i***s nak datang kl sok..:-("
-"Sok abes kelas JackJack gi KL Sntral"--->apa kena mengena dengan yg aku antar?


-"Kakak ckp pasal lain..though sok dh nk gi tp rasa mcm x excited je..sblum ni excited.."
-"Ala..biar la..JackJack dtg sok to make u happy.."---> hermm....


-"Its not bcoz of u!awak pun xhappy kakak tau...ey,ada pape disturb ckp ek?kakak xsuka tgk JackJack xhappy.."
-"Akak...im ok k?c u 2moro.."--->hope its true...




*Nanti I'll buy something for u k?

Tunggu Aku Di Jakarta

Masih saja kuteringat kata iringi kau pergi
Jadikan sore itu satu janji
Kau akan setia untukku, kembali untuk diriku
Mengingatku walau aku jauh
Akupun sempat janjikan, kukayuh semua mimpiku
Kulabuh tepat di kotamu...
Dan kaupun s'lalu janjikan kau 'kan menungguku datang
Bersatu kembali seperti dulu
Dan bila akupun rindu pada nyamannya kecupmu
Pada indahnya tawamu
Kudendangkan dengan gitar lagu-lagu kesayangan
Sambil kuingat indah wajahmu
Oo... oo...
Tunggulah aku di Jakartamu
Tempat labuhan semua mimpiku
Tunggulah aku di kota itu
Tempat labuhan semua mimpiku

* Duta, I want to see u....Tahun baru ku di Jakarta.. ;-)

p/s: Jumpa di 2008... Semoga 2008 menjanjikan keindahan dan keceriaan buat diriku... Tinggalkan kepahitan 2007...

Hari Murung

KL hujan... Kemurungan melanda satu hari nie.. I feel something does not right.. Dari pagi sampai ke malam... Why?

Semoga Jakarta memberi keceriaan...

Karaoke lagi

Semalam Eowyn gi money changer tengok survey rate nak tukar RM to Rupiah... Dia kata paling murah kat Sungei Wang, RM361 dapat tukar 1,000,000 Rupiah..

So, today we went to Sg. Wang..N bila compare to money changer yang lain pun kat situ memang murah.. Today dia turun lagi point 1. Jadi RM360 laa..Okey sangat laaa..

Dah beberapa hari aku mengidam nak makan Mee Hor Fun kat Oldtown Kopitiam.. Akhirnya dapat...ehehe... Lepas tu we did some shopping kat Metrojaya sebab nak abeskan shopping voucher yang I dapat... I bought new brg2 'dalaman' ehehe...

Supposely, plan asalnya JackJack nak sangat ikut... I patut fetch dia dulu... But then dia terlupa yang gf dia nak balik ke Kuantan today... So, dia nak kena tunggu gf dia dulu laa nak muahh muahh dulu... Dia tak dapat laa nak follow kitorang to Sg. Wang... Sebabkan Encik Kuda demam, makanya Eowyn panjang langkah arr..dia lak ajak pegi karok.. Bleh laa bwk JackJack.. Seronok laa JackJack dapat karok lagi arini... 2 ari berturut2 dia gi karok... ehehhe..

Malas nak keje

Semalam I tak keje... Malas giler..memang takde mood... Instead, I joint Ailana, Joey n their friends for karaoke session... hehehe.. Not only me ofcourse.. My bodyguard JackJack ade arr skali... huhu!

After karaoke, I have to rush back sbb malamnye I ada dinner... My cousin's wedding reception sebelah lelaki at Dewan Perdana Felda... Latif Ibrahim jadi mc n penyanyi undangan...hehehe.. Old school stuff best ahhh!! Dah laaa suara dia manly gilerr... Respect!!

*Waaaa!! I'm counting the days..lagi 2 ari nak fly tu Jakarta... TUNGGU AKU DI JAKARTA..;-)

My Sunday- part 2

Balik dari wedding, as always JackJack asked for next plan.. Dia naaak sangat pegi PD... Yelaa..since aritu I pegi tak ajak dia.. Nak lepas geram ahh... Joey n Ailana pun no hal with the plan...

1st stop, Guoman... Singgah pegi toilet n also check out the place.. Diorang sukaa.. JackJack lak meronta-ronta nak mandi laut.. Melayankan kerenah dia... We went to buy a t-shirt n short purposely untuk dia mandi laut.. Sabar jek! So, I decided to bring them to Selesa.. Better laa... dapat tengok sunset n lepak2 kat situ.. Mind u, we all girls nie still ayu with our baju kurung... Baru balik wedding la katekan...

Sepanjang kat sana... Photography session laaa ape lagi! ;-p

My Sunday- part 1

Today, I went to Melaka for my colleague's wedding.. I need to go for this one sbb her 2nd reception kat belah lelaki yg diadakan di tempat yang lebih dekat iaitu Kelana Jaya I xdapat nak attend coz I'll be flying to Jakarta... I went there with Ailana n Joey n also as always JackJack as my driver cum my bodyguard...huhu!

The best part seumur idup I tak pernah menepung tawar pengantin... Tadi kat rumah dia, I did it! huhu! Her dad asked me to do it.. Giler nervous! Tak pernah buat..hehehe...But its a nice experience.. Congratz to Kak Ina n Encik Cepot..Semoga Kekal Hingga Ke Akhir Hayat... ;-)

My Saturday

My cousin got married... The whole day I was there..Almaklumlah, sedara kahwin takkan tak lend a hand kan? Karang my wedding takde sape lak nak tolong...

This is the same pelamin that was used by Sharifah Aleya last 2 weeks during her wedding ..Nice huh? Congrats to Dora n Fariz...

Keseraman

My cousin nak nikah malam nie.. So, semalam gi laa umah dia nak menolong2... Tolong carikan lagu selawat untuk dia nak pakai masa entrance n masa nak batal air sembahyang..Mcm teror jek..thanx to Ms. Binky n Aswad for the help...Masa tu dah pukul 1am lebih..Me n my bro stay at my uncle's house lagi while my parents dah gerak balik.. Kitorang nak mengetest speaker n set up place for the music background..

Tetiba dah 1 lebih tu, JackJack sms wanted me to call him.. Apahal laaa dak nieh?.. JackJack beraya kat umah family angkat dia at Sabak Bernam.. So, I called.. Rupanya dia keseraman..He wants me to sembang ngan dia.. hahaha! Dah dok kat umah kampung, dengar laa bunyi macam2..ehehe..Terus takleh nak tido...What laa u big boy...;-p

Pengajaran untuk Setiap Pengorbanan

Hari Raya Aidil Adha atau Hari Raya Korban... Cakap pasal pengorbanan.. Macam sedang elok time dia nak berciter...Pasal pengorbanan yang tak dihargai.. Orang buat kita macam sampah... Dulu masa susah cari kita..Dah senang lupa diri...Blah camtu jek dari idup kita n bebuat tak penah kenal... Haii..manusia..manusia... Sampai bila? Semoga Allah tunjuk kat dia yang langit tu tak selalunya cerah... Hujan tak semestinya tak banjir.. Bagi dia sedar n ajar dia macam mana nak appreciate pengorbanan orang...

I'll be silent...I just can't talk right now...

Salam Eidul Adha

Semoga kita sama-sama mendapat keberkatan dari setiap pengorbanan... Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha...

Lagu feveret ketika karaoke..

Tadi baru lik karaoke ngan Eowyn.. hehhe.. Walaupun selain dari melalak kami ada tujuan lain yang menjadi rahsia kami.. Who cares! So, bila berkaraoke berdua nie turutan lagu yang akan kita nyanyi tu bergantung kepada sape yang pilih lagu dulu dan sorang pilih lagu tu dia akan pilih lagu dia sampai dua tiga, n then dia akan menyanyi smbil termengah mengah sebab dia akan nyanyi smpai dua tiga lagu terus..hehe..

If me n Eowyn, kitorang suka pilih lagu2 lama... Yang 80's n 90's laa yang banyak..Antara lagu2 nya:

1. Pelamin Anganku Musnah/Kau Tetap Dalam Anganku (Azie)
2. Kita Ditakdirkan Bersama (Mac Rahayu)
3. Anggapanmu/Kekal (Ziana Zain)
4. Semakin Hari Semakin Sayang (Uji Rashid)
5. Aku Bukan Untukmu/Pudar (Rossa)
6. Cinta (Melly & Krisdayanti)
7. Terkilan (Haleeda)
8. Hajat (Haida)
9. Tanpa Kekasihku (Agnes Monica)
10.Semakin Hari Semakin Sayang (Dayangku Intan)
11. Kau Kekasihku/Biarlah Rahsia (Siti Nurhaliza)
12. Kau Kunci Cintaku Dalam Hatimu (Ramlah Ram)
13. Wulan Merindu (Cici Faramida)

* Most of the song memang laa key nyer tinggi... Kitorang suka je nak release tension sambil jerit2 sekuat hati.. best!!

Pizza..& Boring...

Aritu tengok kat paper promotion Pizza Hut..Pizza Mexican.. Teringin sangat nak makan arini.. I sms JackJack ajak pegi.. Dia tu nak aje... ehehe.. So we went having lunch tadi.. Hmm...biase je..

Ntah..tadi makan macam tak rasa pape pun.. Pikir macam2.. Dengan JackJack pun stress.. Bout his girlfriend yang nak on da way to KL.. Dia lak bleh buat muka seposen lak.. Orang lain if the princess nak datang mestila happy sakan... Nie dia tak.. Ayat dia; "Boring laa Dianne nak datang..." I bising laaa..ade plak cakap mcm tu.... Katanya sebab if ade gf dia seme benda kena jaga..tak free... Dalam ati I kata, then what for couple ngan dia lagi... Tapi, takkan lah I nak menyuruh dia break plak... But ayat yang paling takleh blah, "Lepak ngan akak lagi best dari lepak ngan dia.."

Aiyohh!! u try to compare me n her plak? Memang lah beza.. Bezanya Im ur sister, she's ur girlfriend! Duhhhh!! Then he wants me to hang out skali bila Dianne sampai nanti.. Definitely No! Dah la girl tu tak suka sangat I rapat ngan JackJack.. Buat gaduh je wat pe... Ntah laa JackJack nie... Make up ur mind laaaaa...

1 thing je.. If kita bored kat sesuatu perkara, selalunya kalo tak kena paksa kita mesti taknak nye buat perkara tu dah kan? Ataupun kalo kita ada 1 barang nie, dulu masa kita baru beli kita sukaa sangat..Lama2 kita boring dh dengan benda tu, kita guna tak lagi benda tu?? So whats ur answer JackJack?

Bora Ombak

Semalam agak stress.. Datin datang ofis..Ermm..banyak benda yang dibebelkan.. Tahan telinga je laa...huhu! Hope everything will go fine...Datin, I sayang kat u...huhu! ;-)

Petang smlm join Reyna J lepak kat Kopitiam Yap Kwan Seng.. Pastu malam nak gi Bora Ombak.. Tengah on da way, JackJack sms ajak kuar gak...So, ajakla dia join skali kitorang kat Kopitiam n then Bora... Tunggu punya tunggu xsampai2.. Rupanya dia tunggu kat Bora terus.. Sabar je laaa...

Din pun join kitorang kat Bora...Ada poco-poco... Macam biasa, I tengok je laaa diorg dancing2.. Seronok! hehhe.. Din xmo join pasai dia takut saham dia naik..haha! tah pape!

JackJack nie demam lagi rupanya... Sukahati je nak kuar sana sini.. Cakap orang degil! Dia kata esok Dianne (his gf) nak datang dari Kuantan.. So, takleh laa nak kuar2 camnie... Hehehe.. Sukahati laaaa... ;-p

JackJack

Supposely I bertolak ke Tg. Malim pada Jumaat malam aritu.. Last minute K. Oya called plan ditunda ke pagi Sabtu..Then, JackJack called.. Dia ajak jumpa b4 I off to Tg. Malim.. Sib baik I tak jadi gi malam tu gak..

We went to Kopitiam.. lepak sambil main sudoku.. Rupanya dia nak lik Melaka malam tu gak.. Katanya, boring sbb I gi Tg. Malim... Memang dari aritu dia dah mintak I kalo leh jangan gi.. But, I have to go.. So, dia decide nak balik umah.. Rupa2nya demam dia tak baik btul lagi.. Tapi, dia gagah jugak drive sorang2 to Melaka..

Sabtu petang, masa I ada time off I sms JackJack tanya kabar.. Rupanya dia baru lik dari hospital! Pasal demam dia tu laa... ayat sms dia; "Akak, nak tau tak? JackJack masuk wad..Suspek denggi.. siap naik ambulance..gile best!" Sabar jek! I mcm nak tergugur jantung baca! Last sentence dia leh wat lawak lak.. But nasib baik takde pape..He just need full rest..

Semalam I sms dia tanya bila nak balik KL.. Rupanya dah on the way.. Pastu dia tanya I lak bila I nak lik KL.. Dia nak jumpa I..Rindu kaa? I suruh dia fetch I kat area Setapak coz umah K.Oya kat area situ..So, dia leh antar I lik umah nanti..Rupanya dia bawak Kema.. Ex-girl dia ke ape ntah... We all gi makan kat Ampang area coz nanti senang nak antar I lik.. Badan dia still panas.. tapi leh plak merayap siap petangnye gi test track utk motorcross..Sabar jek!

Dah antar I rupanya tak terus balik.. Kema ajak dia tengok wayang.. Ishh...yg I bengang nye dia sms mengadu xlarat la, letih laa, nak pengsan laa... Tapi ikut kan jugak si Kema.. Ape laaa JackJack nie..

Sudahnye arinie 1 ari tak gi kelas...Badan dia panas balik...

My Weekend..

I spent my weekend in Tanjung Malim.. Regarding THE project.. Tapi takleh nak elaborate further..sowy!

But the interesting part, bilik penginapan kitorang kat hulu bernam..n our work place kat tg.malim.. Kena 'meredah' sempadan laa kononnya.. dalam bahasa lain..tido kat selangor, kerja kat perak.. dengar cam jauh je kan? tapi actually jarak dia just lebih kurang 1 km je.. heheh..

Kalau ke tg.malim tak sah kalau tak singgah makan pau.. so, kitorang pun pau laa duit Dato' untuk makan pau.. huhu! siap ta'pau' pau bawak balik...huhu!

Pegi ke tak nie?

Alamak...I kena gi gak follow diorang ke Tanjung Malim untuk projek tu.. Though Dato' tak bagi, but they manage to pujuk Dato'... Kak Oya n Kak Tip nak sangat aku gi so that I can learn from the whole thing... Tapi... aaahhh! ntah laaa.. Malas nak pikir ape org ckp, ape akibatnye ke hape.. Dah! I'll go...

So, till Sunday I'll be away.. JackJack, kakakmu kena gak pegi nieh.. Sorry dear, kakak takleh stay dengan awak this weekend... I will try to meet u on Monday k darling? ;-)

Pagi ku...

Disebabkan skang ofis tu dah macam 'ayahanda' I yang punya... So, pagi nie tersangatlah malas nak bangun... Lagi2 arini dah ari Jumaat... isshhh.. Tergolek2 atas katil..

Sukati je masuk ofis lambat... Alamak, Dato' ada!!! Argghhh...bertukar menjadi lipas!!! hahahaha!! Tak nak bagi Dato' nampak I!! huhuhu!!

Bakso + Lamb Chop utk org demam....

Baru laaaa I tau bakso kat restoran bawah ofis I tu sedap giler... Ofcourse that would be my main menu pasni... Tadi,half of the day lepak dengan kakak2 ku;Oya & Tip... Regarding the new project tu la... Rupanya, dorang beria nak I involve but Dato' mcm blum nak bagi je.. Anyway I xkisah sbb I baru lagi.. Takes time laaa...

Kedemaman JackJack dikabarkan semakin truk..(dia wat suara sakit dan berjaya wat I risau sbb dia xnak mkn).. Oklaa, sayang punya pasal I refuse nak temankan Kak Tip meeting kat Jasa..Insted I gi jumpa JackJack... Eh tapi, bila jumpa apasal cam sehat je? Sebabkan tatau nak gi mana end up I ngan dia gi umah Eowyn.. Rindula kat dia.. 3 minggu lebih xjumpa... Banyak benda nak update dia... Her bf,Incik Kuda tetiba je muncul depan gate...So then kitorang 4org gi dinner kat Cat's Eye.. Ada org demam mengidam nak makan lamb chop.. Ishhh! macam2 hal la...

*Ingat nak lik awal arini.... Jadi lik lambat gak...huhu!

[2] Kedemaman...

Lepas breakfast dengan JackJack, I naik ofis balik... Malamnye kebetulan ada appreciation dinner untuk programme dulu.. Memang kebetulan lak I free 1 ari.. So, I decide nak stay kat situ sampai malam laa.. Sebabnya, I ni jenis yang kalau dah masuk rumah mintak ampun laa nak keluar2 balik... Kalau dah kat luar, balik lambat takpe...

Sambil2 tu sembang2 ngan ofismate lama.. The most aku nak jumpa Kak Liza my sista.. Baaaaanyak sangat benda nak update dia about myself... Itu laaa teman stayback I masa I sibuk mautzz kat ofis tu.. Almaklumlah, kitorang dua je anak dara kat situ.. Dialah tempat meluah perasaan.. Sayang Kak Liza... Tapi dia agak bz.. Tak dapat nak lunch skali ngan dia.. I went for lunch dengan Kak Nora... Lagi sorang kakak ku..

Bila dah petang orang kat ofis pun dah balik... I jumpa JackJack balik ajak dia lepak minum kopi.. Skali dia dah merah2 mata.. Adik I Demam!! Cian dia.. Tapi sebab dia tau kakak dia keseorangan..Dia temankan gak... Cayang JackJack!!

[1] Zrasssss panjang..

Bila semalam blog citer yg semalamnye...so, arini blog citer semalamnye jugak..err..paham? Yesterday nak ke ofis punya laa malas...Tapi digagahkan jugak..Sampai kat traffic light simpang nak ke ofis, tengok2 traffic light tu tak function lak.. Alamak..kena mencucuk laa..kalo tak sampai lusa tak lepas nie... Kete sebelah nie dah nampak dah kete I dah lepas separuh dah, dia menyondol gak..CI*** tol! Sudahnye, dia langgar pintu I..I tengah tekan minyak nak ke depan lak tu.. Dah sah-sah la zrasss panjang nieh... Memang I buat muka abis ngan makcik yang bawak kete tuh.. Muka dia panic laa.. Tapi kete banyak sangat..Bila I lepas je dari tengah tu memang menyumpah2 laa...Tak dapat nak wat pape... Sampai kat ofis, tengok2 memang tul kemek siap zrasss panjang baik punya.. Ati memang panas..Tapi, aaahhh mam*** ahhh!! Malas nak pikir...

Sesampai tingkat atas, I tengok2 ofis gelap.. Encik Botak baru nak melangkah keluar dengan 2 dayangnye.. Rupanya 1 area kitorang takde letrik...Makanya dapat cuti peristiwa lah nie... hemm.. Cik Kepeng pun baru jek sampai.. Tapi, I malas nak tunggu dia I blah trus.. Pandai2 la kau nak idop...

Dalam kete dok pikir2 nak pegi mana.. Nak balik rumah malas laaa..Mesti idup I jadi tak productive.. ehehe... Tangan sibuk sms kengkawan.. I sms Reyna J nak bagitau dia pasal wat happened to my car.. Kete dia semalam pun kena macam I gak.. 2 kali lak tu in 1 night.. Kesian kat dia.. So, nie I lak kena... I try sms my uni friend Sha yg baru deliver baby nak datang melawat laa konon.. Dia rupanya dah on d way balik ke Penang rumah mak dia... Lupakanlah! I ajak Reyna breakfast, dia lak tengah breakfast kat Dome ngan J..

Dah tak tau nak kemana, I msg JackJack ajak breakfast.. Nasib baik dia ada break 1 jam.. So, I ke tempat dia je.. Merangkap ofis lama I.. Sambil tunggu JackJack I sempat naik ofis lama jap.. So, I pegila melawat kengkawan kat ofis lama.. Then, jumpa JackJack n breakfast kat teknik..

Enchanted

Semalam tak sempat nak blog...Penat sangat...I balik kul 12.30 midnite.Rupanya semlam Selangor cuti yek?Tak tau lak..

Tengahari di ofis boring sangat..I sms JackJack ajak lunch..Lama tunggu tak balas..I dah lapar sangat so decide gi turun beli food kat kedai bawah..Pukul 4.30 baru JackJack reply...Rupanya dia tido...Lamanya tido dari semalam...huhu! Itu pun bangun sebab terpikir,"karang tak bangun terus baru tau.." Sabar jeklaa budak nie..

Tengah mengemas nak gerak..YM masuk bertalu2..time I nak balik time ni laa kawan2 I online.. Reyna J was around..She asked me to joint her at Bora later tonite..Not only asked..Separuh ayat memaksa..ehehhe...I told her later I'll call her..

So, pas keje gi amik JackJack.. Dia nak tengok wayang citer Enchanted...I pun memang nak tengok citer tu.. Disebabkan nak menunggu sampai kul 10 lebih untuk joint Reyna J di Bora, I pun agree with his plan utk nonton.. Memula dia nak gi Pavillion..I xagree sbb cam jauh sangat je..dan memandangkan ari mcm mendung nak ujan dan takut jalan jammed.. Makanya, kami ke KLCC sahaja..Nasib baik orang tak ramai..Our show was at 8.30 pm.. Citer tu best laaa.. Kate citer disney..Fantasy..Tapi nice laa...Berangan laaa dapat jumpa Prince Charming..huhu!

Plan ke Bora hampir2 cancel sbbnye waktu dah agak lewat.. Kena antar JackJack balik college..Dak nieh ada curfew...Tapi, dia excited nak gi Bora.. Bawak laa... Semalam ada Poco-poco...But we decided to dine kat hut..Sebab dah kelaparan.. JackJack dah tengok Bora...Belum balik lagi dah tanya bila nak datang lagi..boleh?hehehe..

Camouflage Jadi Pokok

Semalam nak cari parking kat bora punyalah payah...sampai kena pusing 3 round... tengah pusing2 tu..nampak 1 kete nie familiar sangat... ehh! kete Dato' nieh (my boss).. Baru I teringat my sis Oya cakap nak jumpa dia...So, I tot maybe this is their spot laa kot..

Ingatkan leh laaa nak nyorok2 celah2 pokok (kan kat Bora banyak pokok2) supaya diorang xnampak I..Sekali diorang lepak kat hut yang paling tepi kat pintu masuk Bora tu... Masuk2 je I dah dengar suara Dato'...Skali Dato' dah nampak I dulu..Cheh! tak sempat lak nak camouflage jadi pokok...huhu! Kenalaa pegi menyembah salam...

Err....nak tanya pasal project tu segan...Tapi Dato' cam happy je..hehehe... Tunggu kakak update tengahari nie..

I Just Can't Dance!

Yesterday nite in Bora was Salsa Nite.. Mak Ai! Mak Datin2 yang dah tua2 pun naik syok menari salsa..ehehe...Exercise katenye... ;-)

But I just can't dance! Hahaha! The band singer, ermm..tak ingatlah nama kakak tu..Dia recording artist dulu-dulu..Asked Reyna J to teach the Mak Datin2 how to salsa..But Reyna J cam seganlaa (konon!)..Dia kata dia tak pandai sangat.. So, Reyna J asked Mr. Salsa to come untuk ajar Mak Datin2 nie menari... He said ok.. The Mr. Salsa actually my schoolmate merangkap my jiran tetangga.. But I dah lama gile tak jumpa dia... Nama dia Joe..At one time dulu kitorang boleh dikatakan sangat close...Ohhh!!And I just remembered dia penah lari gi umah I sebab ada budak nak pukul dia! My god! I was shivering at that time! My dad was at home lak tuh...Ishh..memang drama lah! Joe, rindu kat ko siot! Tengah I tak sabar2 nak jumpa dia..Suddenly he called said that he met with an accident! Kesian nyee...Kete dia langgar kete depan kat traffic light...Alamak, confirm RM300 saman tu... Dah laa langgar BMW lak tu.. Sebab ujan lebat gile kot semalam.. Kesian Joe..

Joe, harap ko tabah ek?! Next time kita jumpa..I really wanna see u!!

New Project..

Today,confirmation for new project...Hopefully everything will run smoothly...Nerves gak niehh..ehehhe..Thankz to my sista Oya for the trust n also to my boss...If confirm, this weekend I will not be around...Syoknyaaaa!! Dapat sibuk kan diri... Tengoklah cane meeting sok..

*Malam ini ke Bora Ombak for drink2 wit d girlz....=)

Aktiviti menengok sunset

Plan I n Reyna J hampir2 kegagalan akibat musim hujan di Malaysia ni..Tapi, diredahi jua!huhu! Seme excited gile nak pegi... We gerak from KL about 4pm...On the way leh tahan laa ujannye.. Sampai PD about 5.30...Line clear!Best! Memang laa happening dengan adanya my lil sisters si Elis ama si Ikin...Ape mimpi arini jadi kembar pakai baju same..ehehe..First place to visit, Guoman..Gi membuang air je tujuannya..Terus2 jadi tempat shooting..haha! Tempat tu nice..Amik ko sampai bergolek-golek atas rumput amik gambar..I layankan aje..I punya idea gak yg suruh golek2 atas rumput tuh..huhu!

Next pit stop kedai jual pisang goreng...hehee..seme dah kelaparan...Tapi ramainye orang...End up kitorang tapau je nak makan kat pantai.. Time is running out..Nak kena cepat sampai kat tempat nak view sunset nieh..We lepak at Selesa sebelah dgn Regency tu...Timing baik punya!Pose sana sini...Cantek! Si Elis dh sampai berlari ke laut..Reyna lak bising, "Karang kotor kete aku siap korang!" hehe... Then we had our dinner kat coffee house situ..Bebetul park tepi pantai...Romantic nyee the situation...ishhh! Kalau datang ngan boyfren... Kalau laa..Ku bilang kalau! ehehee...But having frens like them pun good enough for me.. :-) Memandangkan sok ari Senin makanya berangkatlah kami at about 9pm..Kalau sok cuti, sure sanggup je stay trus kat sana..ehehe..

Watching Sunset

Tiba-tiba je tengah2 mlm nie datang plan gile minah nie..Dia ajak tengok sunset esok kat PD...Hemm...sengal btol laa dia nie...I cakap kat dia,"apsal kita tak gi skang je..Leh tengok sunrise skali..lepas tu tunggu trus sampai sunset.." cheh~!!

2 Forgiveness in 1 Day [2]

2nd email I dapat..from my ex..this one memang wat I sedih...I actually yang email dia dulu..sbbnye,he deleted me from his friendslist...I just wanna know why he did that..when i received his reply i cried...sebab tak sangka..selama sebulan lebih he refuse to take my calls, refuse to reply my sms..tetiba dia tergerak ati lak nk balas email I...sedih.. He said sorry..But I dont know specifically what the sorry is for.. Takpela..I accept the apology..Though, it won't change anything yg berlaku between us...But hope we can still be friends la.. Coz I love his family..

So, untuk menghilangkan kesedihan..petang tu,pas smayang Jumaat I went to melesapkan diri...Just need somebody to cheer me up...Thanx to my bro.JackJack..Though buah ati nak dtg,but still dia leh nak luangkan masa ngan kakak dia nie...Luv u Jack...And again I thank God coz He gives me friends yg always back me up thru thick n thin...Nite,I went for a drink with Reyna J n the rest at Kopitiam..Thanx girls.. Nak Ice Mocha 8!!

2 Forgiveness in 1 Day [1]

Semalam sempat check email n frenster je..Then the rest of the day was....ntah! biol kejap.. Its all about the message that i received from two people..Yang 1st, org ni..yg I ingat dh xnak kawan dengan I...I baru kenal dia sebulan lebih..He came btul2 timing I tengah ting-tong..We kenal just thru phone sbb kes salah antar sms raya..Tak sangka lak..But we manage to get along very well.. He is a very good listener and I like him as a friend..I dapat rasa kejujuran dia nak kawan dengan I..Then the time has come, so we met...Kitorang hang out kat mana tau, hospital..hehe..(Tempat yang pelik for a 1st time meeting..) Temankan dia check darah..Suspected denggi..Dah seminggu dia demam..Masa jumpa everything was ok..Takde lak rasa cam something wrong..Sampai dah balik..At first everything was fine..Until beberapa hari pastu..Suddenly 1 day I called and he doesnt want to talk to me..Duhh! Sort of he doesnt want to befriends with me anymore...So, perhubungan kami terputus for like 2 weeks oredi now..Until yesterday I got a message from him..He said sorry for tipu me..For not telling me that he enggaged oredi..Pastu buat aku yang taktau pape ni bingung fikir apa silap aku..(such a foolish man!Stupid!)

Tapi sebab aku ni ati baik..Susah nak sangka jahat dengan orang..n also I don't wanna lose a good listener...(i may need him someday..) Kita fren balik k Tuan...Dont be stupid again.. =)

Lonely

The thing is..I Feel Soo Lonely..

Lonely..Coz Eowyn is not around..she has three weeks course..
Lonely..Coz JackJack is starting his new semester..bz with his class..
Lonely..Coz Miss September is already move to KD..Got a new job with famous songwriter..
Lonely..Coz Reyna J bz with her job n her J..
Lonely..Coz Mr.Sad is missing..
Lonely..Coz Lil Sister Who Loves Adam is far far away in Kch...
Lonely..Coz Tuan doesn't want to be my friend anymore...
Lonely..Coz Abg is so slow in replying sms..
But the ultimate loneliness is....
Coz My Yellow Man is not around with me anymore..

That's Why I'm So Lonely..

p/s: Hoping for Duta to accompany..Duta, sing for me plz...Or Raffi Ahmad..Raffi, cry for me plzz..;-p

Raffi Ahmad..Comel Banget~!!

Disebabkan kerja seme dah setel(yeke?hehe...) sambil having my lunch I menonton wayang youtube..Siri sinetron yang tgh main kat RTM1 tu..Alaa..yang ada Irwansyah sama Acha Septriasa tu..But I bukan nak tengok diorang ok! Tapi actor sorang lagi yang comel nak mam*** Si Raffi Ahmad! Citer tu ngarutnye bukan main...Macam citer Bawang Merah Bawang Putih.. Tapi disebabkan nak tengok muka si Raffi Ahmad I sanggup!ehehe..

I start minat kat mamat nie masa tengok citer Ada Cinta laaa.. Sebelum ni penah tengok dia dalam Me VS High Heels..Tapi dalam citer tu dia jadi mamat badut.. Sape dh tengok Ada Cinta seme cakap citer tu ngarut & tak logic..Its true laa, no doubt..ehehe.. And seme orang kata I'm crazy tengok citer tu leh sampai nangis...huhu! Really! I cried ok! Tapi bukan sebab jalan citer dia ke ape...Sebabnya si Raffi Ahmad laaa! Kenapa?? Sebab...Mamat nie bila berlakon part sedih2 memang tangkap nangis lah..Air mata dia kuar naturally...Part yang tak leh lupa masa part dia nak jumpa si Cinta kat rumah si Cinta tu..Yang dia masuk ikut balkoni..Dia mengendap si Cinta tengah meroyan buang seme hadiah, gambar n pecahkan kaset lagu diorang.. Gile touching tengok mamat nieh nangis ok! Dia wat muka sedih takyah nak kena cebik2, kerut2 muka bagai nak paksa airmata kuar..Naturally mata dia berkaca..and air mata dia pun menitis...Sooo Comel!!

I blum jumpa lagi any Malaysian actors yang leh nangis camtu.. Maybe sebab tak tengok sangat filem Melayu... Opss!My fault! Ermm..but aritu tengok cerekarama Seputeh Qaseh Ramadhan I tengok Fahrin Ahmad nangis...hehe..ok laa...Touching jugak..Tapi, kalau Bollywood..Shahrukh Khan!Yes..Him! He's the man! Sebab tu orang tengok citer Hindustan leh nangis ok! Bila tengok mata dia berkaca pastu airmatanya menitis..Sangat Natural! Mak sukaaaa!Samelaa dengan Si Raffi Ahmad nie...

BORING!!

Hari ni bosan sket laa..my partner is not on her desk..then ramai kat opis nie cuti arini...Maklumlah,cuti sekolah..

Semalam dah la tido agak lambat..dekat kul 2 laa...sms ngan 'somebody'..'Somebody' ni I just met him two weeks ago..Masa kursus kat Melaka..Sebenarnya we've met before cuma tak perasan each other je..Sampai lah masa kursus aritu,kitorang sama-sama joint as organizing committee..So, we got a chance to get to know each other..Hem..nice to talk to him..Banyak benda yang leh sembang ngan dia..Any topic..Thats what I like most about guys..;-)

Satu je masalah bila ber-sms dengan dia ni...Dia sangat SLOW membalas sms!! Seriously SLOW!!Maklumlah..orang tua..(oppss!!)

THE BREAKUP

Its been long time since the last time i made a post here..Bukan takat bersarang...Dah haunted dah! ehehe...Dah masuk December dah..next month its gonna be a new year..n tambah lagi usia kita..

Theres so many things happened this year..banyak sangat...full of thrills like roller coaster..ups n downs..But Alhamdulillah i manage to get through everything...

The biggest dugaan yang Allah bagi..THE BREAKUP..My 8 years relationship with my boyfriend has ended during the bulan Syawal..Bulan baik..I try my best to selamatkan our relationship..Tapi he doesnt want to help or has the same intention..So,why wasting the time..But honestly, I think the 8 years tu pun dah such a wasting time..Wasting money,wasting the energy..My mom wants me to talk to him n discuss..But the situation is much more complicated that it seems..I kindda 'digantung tak bertali'..He just walked away like that..Menghilangkan diri..He didn't picked up my calls or answered my sms..Tak tau nak cakap sakitnya macam mana...Dah laa banyak gile his stuff at my house...I want to get rid of it but i just dont have time to do it..Then I have to look at it every single day...And there still some of my stuff are with him..He just dont bother to return it..Maybe he has already throw it away.. Tak tau what is the best word to describe all this..First time I'm facing heart breaks camnie..

But, I'm proud of myself jugak laa..Pandai gile berlakon..hehe..depan orang buat cam takde pape berlaku je..Tuhan je yang tau apa ada dalam hati n dalam kepala ni..Try to be with my friends all the time..Nak nangis pun tak guna kan? Life Must Go On...I hold on that..

Once in awhile..

Starting last week there will be no weekends for me until the end of August.. A lot of events and programmes.. Tired... Dari dulu dah pikir nak tukar kerja.. but till now..i dunno why im still there.. My man said, im ruinning myself.. Asyik kena marah je.. Bila I membebel pasal my work n my stress, I kena balik dengan dia.. Bengang je~! But I understand. He just want the best for me.. If I susah dia pun rasa susah jugak.. Though tujuan I sebenarnya just utk meluahkan perasaan..I dun mean to make him do anything for me.. But he is just that type.. So, sebabkan tanak bergaduh I think I better shut my mouth until I got a better place...

Letih..Penat..Dan Yang Sewaktu Dengannya...

Hari ni pagi-pagi lagi kesihatan tak berapa mengizinkan.. Bersin jer sepanjang hari...Hidung dah merah-merah berair, rasa sakit sampai ke kepala..Air mata dah keluar...Sinus mengganaaas! Tapi digagahkan jugak sebabnya I got tonnes of work to do...Right now I'm still at the office baru lepas attend meeting untuk program this Sunday.. Esok pagi pun ada program nak kena attend nih...



Takpelaa..dah kerja nak buat camne.. But I sempat melarikan diri for awhile.. ehehe.. 2 hari.. Tuesday n Wednesday..Spending my time with my man is the way Im soothing myself... Though we just stayed at home and watched his favourite Korean series, for me that's the best way to chill ourselves.. ;-)

Not my first blog

B4 this my house is at friendster...i have a blog there..but now nak tukar rumah.. this place is my secret place..so, if there's anybody reading this..u are reading my big secret... heheh...


This few days I just feel down... i cried almost every night... feel sorry for what i'm facing.. tapi tak tau nak buat apa.. i feel low....penah rasa tak mcm tangan kaki kena ikat.. n u cant do anything? and thats what i feel.. Tapi i cant tell u now..later laa..I need time...


Anyway, thank God I have tonnes of work to do at the office...At least I can stop thinking about my problems for awhile..I start my day with my man... We had breakfast together..And we were in happy mood.. :-) Thanks to good taste of nescafe 'o' suam... ehehe...

In the office, it was HECTIC! Capital letter ok! I mean HECTIC! Me and my boss have to rush to PJ for some discussion...Than, rush back to our office where tonnes of work waiting...Though right now it still unfinish...I need time to cool off and relax... Thank God ada someone turun dari langit menemani I...Ofis dah kosong..Semua orang dah balik dah..Tinggal I sorang..huhu! While I'm killing my time with activity yang entah pape entah...And at the same time try to finish my work, someone came and sudi berborak ngan I... Through YM I mean... Tak dela I sensorang jek... He is an old friend of mine..dah kenal nearly 8 years lebih kurang..but jarang-jarang jumpa... dalam 8 years, disconnected 3-4 kali... selang 2-3 tahun baru jumpa balik... really an interesting friendship though... ;-) But I really appreciate our friendship.. Kenal masa mIRC...Yang I dunno, skang wujud lagi ke chatting style gituh? ehhehe.. until now time goes by but our friendship still strong and hopefully sampai beranak pinak sok...I appreciate all my friends sama ada friends that connected through real world or virtual world..I love all of them! Actually, got some interesting story to share about me and him.. Our special relationship...But later laa... ;-)

Right now I'm waiting for my man to fetch me..Coming from Shah Alam to my place quite a journey with the congested roads at this time... But what to do..I have to wait.. With No Complaint..