Heart Broken

Feel sooo down..

Thought this is the one... But not...

End up heart broken again.....

Help me God to go through all this.......

Complicated..

He doesn't want to let me go

I'm not ready to let him go either

But one day we have to

No other choice

But not now..plzzz not now...

Though my heart is breaking...

I'm just not ready yet.......

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Closed off from love I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

Ooooh...

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Oooh, oooh...

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

Hey, yeah!

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

*Masa first time dengar lagu nie terasa annoying dengan 'keep keep bleeding' yang berulang² itu.. Lama² dengar n menghayati lirik dia macam kena mengena plak dengan my life skang... hmm...terutama part yang di colour kan itu.. hehe...

Dah lama tak blog!

Lama dah tak blog... hmm...a bit bz balancing my life... wit the new job.. the new people... n also the new 'teman'.. hehe..;-)

What I can say is that.. I'm extremely happy! ;-)

Mungkinkah? [Love lagi?]

Seperti ada yang tak kena
Disaat melihat ke arahmu
Saat kau berpaling dan tersenyum
Dunia jadi luar biasa

Maafkan andainya ku mengganggu
Ku bukan membaca fikiranmu
Ku hanya ingin Mengenalimu
Dan tahu ku Menyukai kamu

Mungkinkah ku teman biasa
Seawalnya kita berjumpa
Mungkinkah kau tidak perasan
Perbezaannya.

Mungkin bila tiba saatnya
Kita akan tetap bersama
Mungkin kita kan jatuh cinta
Mungkinkah..?

*Like the lyrics...hmm..dlm keadaan skang niehh..feeling lebey laa kunun~! huhu!;-)

Hmm..Love kah?

"Oo..Sy suka cite 'love is cinta'.. Walaupun cite die merepek, tp sedih..Cinta mereka kekal sampai mati.."

"Indahnye kalau dpt cinta mcm tu.."

"Tp tak seme org dpt.."

"Sy rela brcinta dgn org yg dh mati, andai cintanya hanya utk sy sorang.. Andai setianya hanya utk sy sorg..sy sggup.."

"Asalkn dia tahu sy cintakn dia, dan sebaliknya..ckup la bg sy..Lgpun dia xkan curang..sy ckp mcm tu sbb sy xpenah jmpa cinta yg dilahirkn utk sy.. xpenah.."


*I just dun get it....Knp ek?Ati aku dh kering ke ape? Coz all these things sounds crap to me.. hmm...

LOVE? [Pilot Band - Sepanjang Hidupku]

Seriously I'm just not ready...Or its becoz of the guy?hmm... But I wanna be just like being described in this song...

Dengan dirimu kini ku bahagia
Tak henti kau berbagi canda tawa
Hilangkan gairah lelah hatiku
Hadirmu mengubah arti hidupku

Jadilah aku tawanan cintamu
Kuserahkan seluruhnya untukmu
Kupenuhi semua yang kau inginkan
Tiada yang penting selain dirimu

Sepanjang hidupku hanya ingin bersamamu
Di setiap waktu Di setiap waktu
Sepanjang hidupku tlah kurelakan dirimu
Tuk tinggalkan aku Tuk tinggalkan aku

Sejuk kasihmu sampai ke tulangku
Hingga detak jantungku kan berhenti
Senyum manismu sinari hatiku
Tulus setia cintaku hanya untukmu